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Hey Family.......Wecome to a new year...full of hopes ....dreams....and promises for a better day.....
My name is Dee.....you may know me as HotRicanMami_69....but I think it is time to let that name go....and move on.....Plus I was tired of the sexual advances that that name caused....so it is time to move on...grow...expand......and become better at what it is that any of us do.... I suppose you want to know a little bit about me huh?.....Well I suppose I could tell you: I am 5'9 Naturally Dark Brown hair...but I might change it...right now it is dark red/brown Brown eyes Thick....but I am working on my Beyonce body...got a trainer and everything...its coming Intelligent Outgoing I have high expectations of myself I have high expectaions of others And I really dislike having my time wasted I am a Journalism major....at SIUE I also sing....so if you are an artist....lets support one another I write poetry....you will see that a little further down the page....just a few though.... I also love...I mean LOVE to salsa dance....I have to keep my true heritage close to me you know I believe that it is truely hard out here to become something Anything you want...it is a struggle In life if you are a minority of any kind...you must work twice as hard as anyone else....I believe that in the end...hard work will build character...and help gain perspective that cannot be compared to anything...If we continue to believe in ourselves we can overcome anything...achieve greatness...and become better than our heros and sheros.....all we have to do is want it bad enough In life I found that there are more good women to men percentage wise....so my chance of having a husband just minimized....thats why a lot of chicks claim they're not into guys....and mess with other chicks part time to improvise.....it is true....but I believ that there is a good man out there for me...I am not picky....he doesn't have to be fine...just someone I can talk to ...hang out with...truely love me for me....and have something going for himself....I want a man who can hold his own...and be the spiritual leader of our household....I believe that he is out there.....waiting and praying for someone just like me.....so all I have to do is be patient...and let God bring him to me...in His time not mine.... Like I said...I write poetry....and here are a few pieces I wrote: I Wasn't Born White I wans't born white so I wasn't born right In a country where being born free is determined by a tax braccet And I unfortunately did not make the cut Cuz my mother had brown skin And my mommy has coarse hair And I was only light bright not quite white I wasn't born white So I wasn't born right Even though my people were once kings That ruled over foriegn lands Where exotic animals roamed free We had wealth nations dreamed of People bowing at our feet But that was stripped from us And our naked bodies sold into bondage by the man I wasn't born white So I wasn't born right Am I not though a product of an oppressed people Who built this glorious nation With Blistered hand Aching backs Swollen feet And burning flesh I wasn't born white So I wasn't born right In a counrty lead by idiots Where the system is set up So affirmative action Is a firm action To make sure whites get theirs I wasn't born white So I wasn't born right Turning to a nation Only to be turned away And never attempted to be fair Because little black babies are told They aren't good enough Words that slash the dreams of many Consuming the imitation of life Where big stars drive big cars And basketball is your only way out of the hood Ghetto corruption And household scandal Make the reality of some shyt come to life I wasn't born white So I wasn't born right So my people once kings Forced into another bondage A ghetto Where education is taught by the streets Million dollar homes aren't for them People dream of twenty an hour And death just isn't sad anymore Because lifes lessons are taught through life experiences And no book could ever teach us that See I wansn't born white So I wasn't born right So I will sit and watch my parents Work, pray, and keep hope alive And I will go to school Longing to get to the better side But there is just one problem I wasn't born right Because I wasn't born white that is just one I wrote...feelin a little angry that day.....but we all know how that can be.....the next one is just something I wrote to uplift our brothas out there...because ladies we can't always bash them...there are some good ones...so we should encourage them Male Admiration I never realized the word realize Until I say it through my real eyes And I realize through my real eyes That you are beautiful From the top of your head To the soles of your feet You are the epitimy of a man Strong Bold Statuesque You are the embodiment of perfection See the sun wants to be you The moon and stars whorship you The planets are your subjects And the universe your kingdom For you are Rameses And you are Ceaser For upon you back Rome was built And the pyramids erected Beyond beautiful You are exceptional You are the ultimate manifestation Of cosmic constilations An immaculate creation You are a king And I will be your everything For no man stands above you You are Adam You are David You are Solomon You are father You are protector You are wisdom And you are mine And through my real eyes I finally realized That you are beautiful so that is it yall...hope you enjoyed my piece of the planet...God bless..and stay up...Peace and Love...Dee |
