If I was a dude….
...and a car was a chick…
...I’d soo be an azz man!
I’m from Oceanside and currently reside in HELL….hot azz Van Nuys. Got my own place and car.
I’m in love with music. There’s never a second that goes by without a melody caught in my head. Not only am I a full-time song hummer, I’ve taken an interest in audio engineering as well. I hope to go to school for that next year.
I consider “B.Major” both a moniker and a motto. It's “The mind’s composition of self.” A moniker because if this is how I identify myself, then I have no other choice but to be me…that’s all I can be. A motto because it is a constant reminder of my dreams and aspirations of what I could be. It reiterates how phenomenal I already am. Like Katt Williams said “It’s called self-esteem…esteem-eth your damn self.” Lol. If you refuse to believe in you, how can you expect anyone else to?
To be clear, I am not here looking for love or my soul mate. I’m not trying to be cup-caking with anyone. I don’t have AIM, yahoo or any other messaging thing like it. So please don’t ask. Even if you’re just passing by, hit me up. I don’t bite…unless you want me to! Ha!
1 <3 Kid
Sign my guest book below....
IS IT JUST ME OR...
- Why is that, at first, no one seems to want anything to eat but immediately wants some of YOUR food the moment they see you with some?? LOL...just a thought!!
THE BASICS:
-Born in San Clemente (SC)
-Raised in Oceanside (da "O")
-Currently reside in Van Nuys
-Love poetry
-Love Gospel and R&B and HIP HOP
-Christian
-Love to cook
-Weakness for RED VINES & SOUR SKITTLES!
-Love to laugh and make others do the same
-Can take a joke
-Self-taught the piano
-Stubborn
-Hardheaded
-Creative
-Silly at times
-Want to die eating chicken...LMAO
-Sarcastic as hell
-Give tough love...But still loveable
DO's:
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Arcade games (car racing)
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Video games
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Roller costers
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Go-Karts
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Movies...Comedy...Horror...Rom antic...Action...Animated
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Bowling
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Night clubs
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Basketball games
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Strawberry/Banana Smoothies
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Sour skittles
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Hot Chocolate
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Peach cobbler
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Root for the underdog
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Confidence (you can be confident w/o being cocky)
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Feel free to hate on me (As Katt Williams says: already got 15 HATERS..tryin to get to 16 before the summer gets here...LMAO)
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Believe all that you see...
DON'T's:
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Collard greens (Did i loose my "Blackness Card" with this one?? lol)
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Yams
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Pies (Apple, blueberry, pumpkin, sweet potatoe)
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Cranberry sauce
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Golf
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Miniature Golf...(i do have a pic playing below...but this was an exception..family outing..lol..but i truly dont care for it)
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Citrus scented ANYTHING
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LOUD cell phone conversations
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People who lie just to kick it
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Cocky folks
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K-swiss shoes
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Chapped lips
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Confrontation
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Expect anything from anyone
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Fall for the "Okie Doke"
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Absolutes when judging men/women
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...believe nothing that you hear
- u can also find me @:
http://www.myspace.com/barbjon es
"BETRAYED WITHIN"
Broken Silence…after years of insufferable calm.
Devoid of warning,
I feel your senses awaken
Whilst disclosing my buried truths.
All that was once hidden by heartless dispositions
Are now ascending.
I am left alone…
To doubt what was once probable,
And to give rise to forgotten familiarities.
As I embrace these new uncertainties,
Yet again, your potential is realized.
Steadily pulsating,
You embark upon a neglected path
Reminiscent of regret and impairment.
I counter your stride.
I dare not follow.
Nevertheless,
With you I must reside.
Divided, I am hollow inside.
I must subsist
So you can persist.
For I am nothing without
my heart.
"The Un-titled, The Un-defined.....ME"
I AM a perfectionist who is mindful of her imperfections.
I AM use to sustaining.
I AM use to welcoming my self-worth.
I AM use to giving rise to introversive thoughts.
I am use to your validations.
I am use to your omni-presence in all that I do.
I am wide awake.....
I am self-conscious.
I am numbed by your glance.
I am beautiful.
I am sensitive of your emotions.
I am your strength.
I am your weaknesses.
I am blessed.......
I'm NOT an impressionist who is unaware of her lasting impressions.
I am NOT use to intimacy.
I am NOT use to compromising situations.
I am NOT use to his fragrance.
I am NOT use to his touch.
I am NOT use to his kiss.
I am NOT use to loving you......
I am NOT confrontational.
I am NOT here at his disposal.
I am NOT always self-assured.
I am NOT endowed with the bravery
To express my dispositions
With no holds barred.
I am NOT use to his ethics.
I am NOT his first.
I am NOT his last.
Who do you say I am?
