Ms. Felinity blazin` in AZ!
Laying low and watchin' the freak show!
So, what's this now, MySpace part two? Or just a front for some "Online Bootycall" (Dayum Freaks!) site? Errrr,Yawn. Sex is a regular part of life, but at least try to trick me! LOL Â Don't just pull ya junk out on line 2, mkay! LOL
So.....I'm just here to have fun...If you're lookin' for booty.....Kick rocks
And now, a note from our sponsors
For all y'all hollering "pimp" this and "pimp" that(male or female)
No matter how you dress it up, market it, or try to emulate it, a pimp is a person that makes a living out of exploiting someone mentally and/or physically weaker than themselves.
We were pimped for more 400 years to white people and here we arein the 21st century, doin` it to each other.
If your strength depends on the weakness of others, it`s not strength.
If you exploit and abuse yourself, the opposite sex and children,then you`re destroying your future.
I don`t know what "stupid pill" we as Black people are taking, but we`re feeding the machine that`s destroying us.
(America is well know for eating her own young)
Stop and take a look at what music, movies, companies, etc you`re giving your money to.
Many designers, companies and individuals have displayed racist tendancies or made stereotypical, racist statements and we`re still supporting these fools!! How`re you gonna drop dollars buying from company that doesn`t respect you as a Black person or give a damn about you when you won`t even help out your own community, friends and family?!
Even if the government is corrupt, if you`re not voting, then your dumb azz better not be complaining about the economy, your healthcare or lack of, the education or lack of your children are getting or even your quality of life.
If life`s just gravy for you, remember, when the sh*t hits the fan...we all look alike to powers that be. The azz you save may be your own.
We`re all in this together whether we like it or not!
We`re a beautiful, strong people...Recognize and claim what`s yours.....
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Inside
Sunrise, I`ve been out all night, flirting with stars
basking in their far away shine
not lonely even though their light is cold and distant
A shine like a diamond
I can relate to
A trail in the sand
half washed away, but still beautiful
makes me laugh,thinking of my own reflection
Moonrise
in all day
finding a shallow refuge under covers
warm air, soft
unlike moonbeams,hard and insistant against my eyelids
sending me seeking into the night
Intro(Spective)
Been` runnin` hot and cold
Skated, neva slippin` on ice so long
Neva having to wade through common channels
My Way or the Highway
Neva having had to roll up anyone else`s lane
No map needed
But your patience and gentle direction
Showed me a shortcut home
(copyright 2002 T.McDowell)
Bittersweet
Invisible in my true form
Unheard through the words I speak
I`m not the fool, tho`
Nor am I a child
My strength passed down by generations of iron will and steel backbone
Scattered hearts with pain the only shade for eyes
I am a fruit born and bred for survival
I hold my sweet juices and tender flesh
To be cherished by kings
To seed my people
(copyright T.McDowell 2000)
Journey
What made the child into a woman?
What path led me through life
on a road with holes, hurts, healing rains
echoes crying out to God
winds soothing the fire of my soul`s pain
I couldn`t tell you if the mountain was harder than the valley
or if the broken shards of my dreams were sharper than the triumphof still being
I`ve made the journey praying for the end of the road
heartbroken, soul broken, body picked over by vultures and torn
It`s not over, it`s not easy
but it`s mine.
(copyright 2001 t.mcdowell)
Insatiable
Insatiable
Curiosity that is
My mind worms itself through your speech
the workings of your mind..
the way your long legs ease themselves thru air
and into my concentration
Some women want to familiarize themselves with
your bank account
your sugar brown body
I want to know
your favorite scent
your weaknesses
and strengths
I ignore your stare
to measure the weight of your gaze
I ignore your demands
to assess your true intentions
I'm listening through wind
friends
media
the valley stretching between us
I'm feeling what you really mean
In Spite Of
my past
your exes
and those almond shaped, coffee colored windows
You speak desire
I feel your need of unashamed intimacy
You speak distance
I feel your fear of the abyss
Just know
Nothing precious is gained without risk
and steel is forged within the fire.
Copyright 2003, T. McDowell
Things to Know If You are Thinking of Dropping me aNote
Act like you got some damn sense and beyourself....If you don`t know what I mean, save some keystrokes..I`m a friendly,laid back Sista...but don`t testme..
Have a sense of humor.
I`m here to have fun, not to be popular, feed my ego, or find a man.
I don't mind meeting some positive,common sense having people. But I`m NOT interested in online sexhookups....What ever happend to getting to know a person was about before you jump in the bed(or car, motel, floor,etc)?...Don`t get me wrong Sex can be a wonderful thing...but the thought of screwing a stranger bores me to tears...
I received a note saying "Ooh you`re sexy, can If*ck you?" What the hell do you think?! You don`t know my name or if I wash my azz on a regular basis. I`m not impressed or tempted...Get over yourself.
I`m not the female version of R.KELLY...nuff said.
If you want a response, have something I can respond to.I`m 34, a groooooooooooooown azz 34. Come with something to engage my mind. I lose interest easily if you are not skilled in the art of conversation.
We can write back and forth, IM, etc...I`m laid back and like to socalize, but approach me with some common sense and some manners. My thoughts are laid out above because of the garbage that was turning up in my inbox, not because I have a bad attitude. Give us Sistas a break! If my words offend you, then maybe you need to look toward the truth more often.....
One Love,
TREI
If you wanna "talk" IM me on Yahoo as Treimperial!...
