PLAYGIRL111888
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Recommend this profile to your Facebook friends. personal messageWho am I, this girl you see Do you even know the real me To you I’m strong, upbeat, funny, & usually positive While inside I’m batting emotions that don’t want to live Look at the smile it says things are going just fine But the eyes show a different story this time They show my weakness, pain, & fears They hold back a million tears My eyes are windows into my soul They keep secret stories untold No one knows the feelings deep inside So many tears are left uncried Only I know the pain ripping at my heart Deep inside it’s tearing me apart When all alone in my room at night I close my eyes really tight I remember a better life Then reality cuts like knife It brings me back to where I am now Things have all gone wrong somehow Everyone tells me it’ll get better soon To those words I’ve become immune nothing gets it only gets worse Always following a different hearse I’ve tried to keep it in But this time my emotions win I’m not alright I’m not okay The pain gets stronger everyday There’s nothing I can do to change the past So once again I’ll put on a mask But remember even though I smiled Deep inside I’m a scared lost girl favorite pages
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comments from my friendsYou need to be friends with PLAYGIRL111888 in order to leave them a Comment.In the meantime, you can always sign their guestbook. recent blog postsTHE REAL MEPosted
It may seem as if I am carefree and strong, Going through life as if nothing is wrong. But no one has ever seen the real me, They only know what I let them believe. Most often my smiles are real and sincere, Other times they help to hide my secret fears. I carefully created a clever mask of illusion, I wear it now to hide my pain and confusion. So never is a tear seen falling from my eye, I have learned to hold it all silently inside. Quite often I want to just let go and weep, But the pain... (continue reading) |
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