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Ok someone told me I should write a bit about myself. Let's see I am an executive at a local Native American casino. Most times I enjoy my job but I have a tendensy to get to involved in my career and forget there is an outside world. I am working on that. My friends are my family. I don't know how I would have made it threw some events in my life without them. So here is to my friends you know who you are. God has blessed me with you presents.

I am a horrible speller. I love my RED SOX no YANKEES here. I am living in the south but I am from Massachuettes. Hense the Red Sox. I enjoy quite nights at home as much as I enjoy the clubs. Not your typical white girl.

Please if we ever meet. I enjoy company that can compliment me in public. I am not refering to complements. I do not like public sceens. I enjoy a good time just like the rest of the world but do make me act a fool because of your behavior while you are out with me. I will leave your %#&@$! in a club or restraunt. I would rather walk 10 mile in the rain than be embarassed in public. If that sounds off the wall then move on to the next page.

I enjoy painting. Haven't had a chance to do it in a while but that will come soon. I am a proud parent. Children are easy life is hard.

Ok I don't want to say anything more. I will revise this as I feel more confident in the people I come across.

Be kind to people you pass you never know who you are talking to. That is my best advice for today.

A lot of people talk about truth so here you go I was going to put this in my guest book but I do not know how. Ok if you have decided to check out my guest book you are checking out pretty much everything. So I will let you in a little deeper to my soul. I am often troubled by the way people treat others. This is not a new action of humans but still troubling. I wrote a prayer when I was oversees and a friend of mine wanted me to publish it. But I think the Internet is a good way to do this for now. If you are white and reading this hold on because you may not be ready to accept what you are about to read. To bad. But education I have found is a much better way to learn than to feed into denial. Don't hate just educate that is a theory of mine. This is a personal apology from me if anyone in my lineage (don't know if I spelled correct) had anything to do with the way African Americans have been treated through the years. I plan on writing more as I become more educated of the forced sacrifices that have been taken threw the years.

Dear Lord;

I have a confession...

I have learned there are those who had to fight all of their lives

simply because you made them darker than me...

Imagine your children

not even having the right to be

called by their birth name...

It's true Lord..

There are those that have lost their names...

Some even thought themselves so bold

as to put themselves in your image;

to tell these darker children that they could not marry....

Hence the jump of a broom stick...

Imagine mothers having to tell their children;

" I know you are thirsty my child but you may not drink from that fountain"

Yes Lord, your children have thirsted

so that a dog may drink before them,

simply because you blessed these children with your rich color...

Not even an old woman can escaped this humiliation...

She must be arrested instead of treated with kindness..

All because she is tired and needs to sit on a bus...

The lighter children feel they are better..

So they must receive her seat.. Even at half her age...

Oh Lord all this is true..

But there is much more...

As I learn I will beg you for your forgiveness...

Tell me Dear Lord what can I do?

Since this is not the end of my prayer to you Dear Lord

there will be no Amen

until I have found out all that must be confessed to you

and your darker children...

All I ask is for you to help guide all to the truths..

(This original sits in my house but I have changed it up some on here. Most writer correct as they go. But the original will stay; as it is because of all the emotions I felt when I first learned some of these things.) I hope I have not offended anyone that is not my intent. Too many people are uneducated of the true events that occurred and those that still go on. Erase the hate and help to educate and maybe things in this world will change for the children upcoming

Confessions and truths don?t come easy for humans;

Help me to understand;

So much hate just for greed and laziness;

Will it ever stop?

Children are born innocent yet the people that raise them teach them to hate

Not for what someone has done to them but for what someone looks like on the outside

Then they go into your church and pretend they love all humans

I have never been into a place of worship were the person preaching your words

Say ?Love all of Gods children except those that are of black color? No they say ? "Love all of Gods children.."

Just needed to ask you a few questions and get some guidance from you;

I can only imagine what you think of your white children who have caused all of your darker

children so much pain and misery;

Today I shed a tear of pain for all those have gone threw because of what my forefathers and

present people of white color put my brothers and sisters of darker color threw?

Again this is my never-ending prayer;

To those that choose to read this I am deeply sorry for what you and your family go threw?Have a

blessed day.