PatriciaJaye Just listening to Jamie Foxx - Aug 22 add/view comments (0)

This journey can be rough yet so tough that you seem as though you just can't go another step you can't breath sometimes you feel like you just rise above it. Remain calm I know that sound so easy for some of us to say until you have walked a mile in someone else shoes then you will know. I believe in looking deeper within for the answer after you have had that long cry when you have that pow wow with your girl friends or you boys it's time to still away and meditate not to an extreme just enough for the city so to speak. I've had to do that just recently and, I looked forward to that soul searching experience it brought me to a new dimension of self love and, positive thinking. I am not ashamed to say freely I love myself I am in tuned with my inner being and, from this recent traveling of the inner deep I feel so much better. So when there is a problem in your life take the time out to still away and, reach inside with the spiritual tools you are comfortable with whether it's prayer, meditation, or chanting which ever method you use dedicate that time to yourself and, remain positive you will begin to feel much better. Be strong, be happy and, be wise my BP family your friend Opel.

I know I know you hear this all the time man I gave her my number and, she didn't even call, or at first he was so into me now I barely here from him. We all here these comments all too well. In most cases the soul purpose of dating is to find that special someone, your soul mate however we have to kiss a lot of frogs in order to meet our prince or princes. I feel that sometimes both male and, female hurt each other when trying to find that special someone, due to our society demands on beauty wealth. Sometimes we have to date causally when we really want to be in a serious one on one relationship. Which means you end up compromising your true self worth. I have seen people near and, dear to me who are in relationships they are not happy with. All of us really want to be happy. Just because we want to be happy doesn't mean we have to feel the pain and, the rejection from one another in order to be involved in a relationship. I have made up my mind to stand up for what I believe in, for what I want, I will not settle for less. That does not mean I haven't in the pass but, I will not anymore. When I settle I paid dearly for settling. Let's us all learn to always love yourself if you don't just try to. Because no one is going to look after you like you. I wish you all the best in finding that special someone take care BP family your friend Opel.

You know I was raised in a warm loving family and, believe me that matters. As I grew up some of us changed and, drifted apart. I couldn't understand it I didn't know why it bothered me deeply. I never would have thought in my wildest dreams that I would ever be at odds with my immediate family. This year really hit me hard I really went through a lot with them. It taught me to pray and, that God bless the child who has his own. Case in point my older sister Linda never treated me like she should have down through the years. This year made matters worst. I lost my job at a very prestigious company a bank job and, well you know I had to return home. Like home is where the heart is not this home. My sister was so mean towards me and, so vocal and, yes violent that I nearly had a nervous breakdown. My sister is so bad that she influences all the other family members to think like her so imagine what I am going up against. So the moral of this story is that you don't mistreat your family members. You don't know when you may need one of your relatives in your time of need. My experience has has taught me to look deeper inside myself for inner strength and, to circle my surroundings with people who love and care for me that has my best interest at heart. Trouble don't last always. I know that God is watching over me. This family needs a healing I hope you read this blog and, say a prayer for me and, my family. Love BP Always Opel.