Perfectly__Unperfect Gonna take my time. I have all the time in the world to make you mine. Don't say you love me,don't say you need me. - May 09, 2010 add/view comments (0) |
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do you remember how your close friends became strangers, lollipops turn into blunts, the innocent ones turn into slluutts, homework went in the trash, soda became vodka, kisses turned into sex? remember when qetting high meant swinging on the swings? when protection meant wearinq a helmet, when the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties ; when dads shoulders were the hiqhest place on earth + mom was your hero, your worst enemies were your siblings + race issues were about who ran the fastest ; do you remember when the only drug you knew of was cough medicine + wearinq a skirt didn't make you a wh0r3 & the only thing that hurt was skinned knees + qoodbyes only meant until tomorrow? i miss those day's ; but for some odd reason ; we couldnt wait to grow up n0t a sinqle salty tear ;; n0t a feelinq in my chest* baby im feelinq n0 stress, im t00 fly t0 be depressed :)  bE Wh0 Y0U ARE ANd SAY WhAT Y0U fEEL, bECAUSE th0SE WH0 MiNd d0NT MATTER, ANd th0SE Wh0 MAttER d0NT MiNd   Melissa Ann :] Blessed This World on March 26th, 1990. Which makes me a Beautiful {ARIES}. Momma Taught me a Man is always a Want not a Need! I don't have much but what I do have I've worked hard for. Nobody will ever take my Pride away from me! Iv'e made mistakes, but no regrets. I love attention. I hate drama. I dont hate, but i dislike females. For the most part Im starting too keep to myself. I try too find time for me. But people take my kindness for weakness so most of the time its about them. I'd do anything for the ones I love without excepting anything in return. I have a big heart, the only problem with that is I learned big hearts, break easily! Im not perfect, nnd I never want too be I have my bad days. i've been hurt nnd destroyed many times in life but i learned to qet back up on my two feet and keep my head up. But sometimes my scars from my past effect me now in the present. My trust level is competely low. But if you earn my trust your stuck with me for life :]. Im not as confident as I would like to be nnd I have insercurities just like every other female the only difference is Im not afraid to admit it! I love music. I sing nnd write poerty to help me clear my mind. Reading is fun for me. Make-up nnd Shoes = My Addiction! I dont party like I used but still I smoke nnd drink sometimes. Really I just chillout. I love too cuddle, nnd watch movies.Im a Hopeless Romatic! Im a very affectionate person but not too many people pushed me that far. I laugh at almost anything nn I think im fun too be around lol. But i can be a %#&@$! when im angry but it take alot to get me there. I can hold a grudge for ever, but its not hard for me to forgive with a simple im sorry? But it seems like too most people its to hard too say? I only have a few people that I trust with my life nnd love with my soul. Ride or Die. {Anthony, Lee, Dawn, Murdock, Dopeboi, Bean, nnd Face :]} But anyways not too many people take the time out too read this anyways so im leave it at that. Nnd even so im more then sentences on Blackplanet, so if you reallyy want too get too know me Hit Me Up Duh! I'm The Author of Myy Life, I've been writing in pen which means I can't erase myy mistakes! Always try to get a Smile on your Face, it keeps them guessing* The Realest Chick Yall Ever Meet. *Stamped*  && Y0U NEVER FULLY REALiZE H0W MUCH Y0U NEED S0ME0NE iN Y0UR LiFE UNTiL THE DAY THEY [. W.A.L.K. .A.W.A.Y .]  i SWEAR,Y0UR thE [bEST] thiNG Ab0UT ME. N0T MANY GUYS CAN TAkE MY bREAth AWAY, bUT Y0U d0NT EVEN HAVE T0 TRY  UNLiKE HiM, i CANT JUST WALK AWAY. i CANT F0RGET WHAT WE hAd. iTS N0T THAT EASY F0R ME T0 LET G0 0F S0METHiNG THAT WAS 0NCE MY ENTiRE LiFE. ..i GUESS UNLiKE HiM, iT ACTUALLY [M][A][T][T][E][R][E][D] T0 ME.  && iF i DiED T0M0RR0W, i D0NT KN0 WHERE i'D G0.. |
