I was asked to write a lil about myself. Although my life is all over my page and blogs. Well lets see Im 5'10 chocolate skin (as seen in the pix) meduim hair (braids, twists), gotee, meduim built 180lbs. I wont say Im seeking love because I think everyone is in some shape or form. I wont say that im seeking friends because I think everyone is in every fashion. Im not perfect, I make mistakes like most, Im only human. I wish more people in the world would remember that about one another. I would be wrong to say Ive never cheated or lied. What I will say is that Im older and wiser. Relationships and friendships are of more value to me. Marriage is in my future but thats if God has marriage in my path. I stop no friendships, all are welcome. As for relationships, thats a whole nother ball park. Im 26, live alone, father of two (2), I work and have my own car. Which means you should come close to the weight I carry. I dont care about your weight or your looks. I care about your heart and your ability to love. The woman in my life should have class, style, ambition, dedication, honesty, be trustworthy, loyal, faithful and considerate.
Boys vs. Men
For all you ladies that say real men dont exist.
All men cheat and are childish.
For all the women that think men play games.
For all the females that think all men lie.
Please take note that MEN dont do any of these things.
These are characteristics of a BOY. No matter what the age
these are characteristics of a boy. Men do not lie, play games, nor cheat.
The same goes for Girls vs. Women
There is a video of ME below check it out
THIS IS FOR MY BLACK MEN
My black men we are dying.
We are dying and yall not even trying
My black men I shake my head
Get checked out don't let the virus spread
We speak sign language but we're not deaf
When will we realize that we're killing our self
We can make it better, instead we making it worst
We're getting pushed aside we where put here first
My black men we need to be at home
Home is where the real men belong
No need for us to be out in the streets
We should be at home in the sheets
Living life right with just one lady
Spending time and taking care of our babies
Like our fathers did, loyal and faithful
Working hard to live, being grateful
We need to stop killing one another
Start looking out for our fellow brother
We need to come together, we need to regroup
We are torn apart but we're still one troop
I think its childish just plain sad
I don't even know how we got this bad
We use to be strong, we use to have unity
Now we're killing our own kind and our community
What happen to the movement?
Where is our improvement?
Where have my black men gone?
They say that real black men are listed, unknown
We have the highest rate in the penitentiary
But how is that when we rank number 1 at the cemetery
We got nothing to show from feeling irate
We rather kill one another than have a debate
My brothers we already have a short life span
From sickle cell, cancer, and being a black man
Sometimes I feel lucky, sometimes I feel bless
I thank God I have the ability to express
See where I'm from, you did good if you never joined gang
You are unique if you see 25 and never had to slang
To live the life but to never have it embedded
To run with the thugs but wasn't as hard headed
So I kneel down every morning on one knee
Thanking God for everyday that I see
Being blessed every chance that I see my kids
And not having to see the back of my eye lids
My brothers we need to live life right
So to my Black men this is a personal invite
If you want to talk and get a little bit deeper
Just get at me because I am my brother keeper.
Keep Praying
Parenting is hard but I'm fully committed Just Last week I had to me admitted See I got 2 baby mommas And they keep me loaded with drama As if that not already a tough transition I just founded out I have a heart condition
Me: So Keep me in prayer
You :We're praying
He loved many but he's scared After all the love he shared He's still here living alone Trying his best to move on But it's hard And they say they're gonna take away his players card Me: So Keep him in prayer
You :We're praying
My people thinks it's cool To not finish high school To live on the streets Ride the backseats To rob and steal And gang bang and kill Me: So Keep them in prayer
You :We're praying
My ex really need support She looks as sex as a sport So she often puts out Cause she's loaded with doubt And its because of the men in her past That her heart wears a cast Me: So Keep her in prayer
You :We're praying
They say real man no longer exist Drugs are hard to resist Section 8 is a need My people are loaded with greed Weed is the new crack And we can't move forward so they brought the 80's back! Me: So Keep those in prayer
You :We're praying
A Black president has been confirm Baby momma is a common term Gas is at a new high And no one knows why Dads don't have a home So most of them just roam Me: So Keep us in prayer
You :We're praying
When will my people rise
When will they open their eyes
When will the black men try
When will we stop wondering why?
Are we waiting on the end?
I think so but until then
Me: Keep praying
You :We're praying
Stan
He was the MVP of his prime Handsome, funny and stood 5'9 He was what you would call the ladies man Most called him a player but I knew him as Stan He had more women then anyone could count Many would try but they couldn't amount He had swag before swag was even an ingredient Often known as a dog but was very obedient His name was like music, always on point If you said his name, Ladies be like "that'sss my joint" Some said he was a myth, just too good to be true But he was a mere mortal just different than you He had women addicted, as if he sold crack He had so much drive that they called him Mack He could wine you and dine you or take you out He could have you fiening for him as if there was a drought He wasn't the weather man but he could make it rain He could leave you tongue tied where you couldn't explain With his words alone he could take your breath He was like vitamin C, he was good for your health Often compared to wind because he could blow you away He's was so much at times they call him buffet People saw him in many ways but they were so blind If only they knew what he had sealed and confined They would have saw the secret that lied inside Because he wouldn't tell you with all of that pride See what you don't know about mister handsome, funny, 5'9 Is that he had aids since his 1st time That he laid down with that mystery lover Yes you saw all the girls but he was deep undercover And its not like he didn't know what he's doing He just didn't care; because he felt that his life was ruin So he did every woman without using protection And not one lover questioned his generous affection Not one person ever asked for an STD test Guess they were too occupied getting undress Which means that there was no time for any kind of foundation Shoot, most never founded time for simple communication Most never tried until his last breath But Stan passed on and no one even questioned his death So if you knew Stan, I mean knew Stan, please go get tested My people we are killing each other without being arrested. And its not fair especially to the unknown So if you do have something, please tell your lover(s) don't postpone
My Internet Sisters
To all my sister's let me be the 1st
I admire your look but not your thirst
Its sad that you feel you must be nude
Im not knocking your style or trying to be rude
But that's not how you get my attention
See a real man thinks in a different dimension
So there is no need for you to be degrading
Its okay to use your mind for persuading
I'm not saying this to spark up any tension
I just feel that you're seeking the wrong attention
You don't have to show your chest or even your azz
Real men will notice your style and class
You wonder why you keep running into the same old losers
Physical, mental, and verbal abusers
You wonder why they call you bytch and wh0re
That's because you don't present yourself as more
You can be mad at me, I'm only being real
This is tough love, so I don't give f()ck how you feel!
I'm going to tell it like it is
I should change my name from PIX to Da WIZ
This right here is coming straight from the heart
Its not wrong to be sexy, Im just saying be smart
There are many other ways for you to get ahead
I'm just asking for you to use your mind instead
Just think would you rather be remembered by your frame
Or would you like for him to remember your name???
In the end of it all it is your choice
I just hope you hear me and I'm not wasting my voice
Just feelings
Sometimes I wish I could just stop feeling The pain is just too much You use to be my partner in crime But we just couldn't get it right Don't you know I just wanted you In my eyes you didn't have to work Nor did you have to cook All I ever wanted was you in my life I gave you all that you asked for Rather it was money or affection But you gave me nothing in return You act like you didn't even care As if I had no effect on you Almost like you just used me for the time being Why is it that you couldn't love me like I loved you? You were cold to me while I kept you warm Tell me, was I doing too much for you? Was I wrong for putting you 1st? Should I have not shown you things you've never seen? Should I have been like the typical stereotyped male? I apologize for not being like any of your ex's Maybe I loved you more than you could handle. If it counts for anything I didn't mean to fall for you. It just happen that way Trust, I didn't even know I could love the way I did I just wanted to hit and run But it didn't happen that way Why am I missing you when I don't want nothing to do with you Got me over here writing While you're out there doing what ever and who ever you want What's that all about? I cant even go on dates yet Because I'm not over loving you Thanks!
Thanks for making me heartless towards other Its crazy because I deserve a good Woman And I've came across many But I cant find it in my heart to trust another I refuse to love another Woman as much as I loved you I know I can't blame the future for what happen in my past But its hard Don't you know that when a Man loves, he loves I'm not saying Women don't love just as hard Its just a little harder for a man to love you know I know you don't care about what I'm saying Sh!t you might not even read this sh!t But fucc it I'm going to write this Sh!t anyway Just in case you or anyone else decides to read it You or anyone else can read about how a man loved a woman so much Love is the one thing in my life that I was missing I love my children and they love me But they can't give me that love that I need That's why I had trusted in you That's why I gave you my all But you couldn't do the same Maybe one day you will care Or another will come along and show me how to love again Until then I'll just keep living the life I live. I wish you nothing but the best I hope that you find what you're looking for
I pray that all of your dreams come true
I wish no bad comes your way
But most of all I hope you wish me all the same.
