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Before you leave my page pay your respects and drop me a note.Lets get one thing straight before I continue this note... I'm not searching for a man just friends, so leave my page now if you not a man... a real man. I'm a very independent young-woman... I need a man that is going to help me get in-touch with the "sensitive" side of myself...... I know what I want in life and I know what I must do to get to where it is that I want to be... I live on my own I have never been the one to have anything handed to me on a silver platter I have always had to work for everything... That's one of the things that has helped me become the strong young black woman that I am today. I'm currently in college. I attend U of L majoring in psychology and anatomy.. My long term goal is to become a doctor in the E.R. I'm a senior in college... this will be my second year at UofL, I originally started out at Marshall University. The thing that motivates me the most is knowing where and who I came from and wanting to be someone better... I don't want to be a victim of my past I would like for those young ladies who experienced or are experiencing the same things I did as a young lady to look to me and be able to say damn it is possible to become victorious and make it out of it all in one piece and a sane mind... I went through a stage in my life where I always felt like I wasn't pretty enough, or I wasn't small enough... My butt was too small my breast was too big or I was too tall.. I had many insecurities about myself... so I began losing myself in the harshness of the streets and all that came with it... I finally realized that before I would ever find anyone that would love me I would first have to love myself... I say that to say.... I'm not searching for a man because I feel like GOD knows my destiny and he knows who will be best for me in the long run.. that don't mean I don't have friends because I have alot of male friends... Now for a female having a lot of male friends can be mistaken for being a ho, s**t, or even putting herself out theretp be disrespected... but not me... I carry myself with much CLASS and RESPECT... so when it comes down to it I will not take anything less from anyone else... -In a MAN- * First off if your''e not a MAN you need not waste your time wasting mine... If you don't know the definition of a MAN let me lay it out for you.. A man takes care of his responsibilities and all that that means... He's not 25 and still living with his momma... A man has a real job.. a real man doesn't chase dope boy dreams knowing where they will eventually lead him.... I'm not trying to sound rude or stuck up but I have standards... * I hold down two part time jobs and go to school and I have both a car and my own place so if you don't have at least two of the three then keep moving... * I don't expect every n***a to sport J's and wear enyce but you do have to be presentable and have a nice set of teeth... * If you're not trying to better yourself in some aspect of your life as far as education wise then don't even bother... I'm not saying that you have to have a masters in science but you have to at least be trying to do something worthy with your life... *This should really be at the top but most of the you probably won't get past the first one.. If your'e insecure about being you then go ahead and leave my page now... Now I don't mean to sound rude... If I come across like that I do apologize but I don't apologize for having high standards for my life and who I choose to let be apart of it... If you have managed to get through all of those and you know how to treat a lady then go ahead and leave a note... For me writing is a way that I am able to deal with my day to day struggles when I have no one to talk to.... I need a pen and paper at all times like I need air... Its thats serious... Striving To Survive I promised myself that I would no longer be a victim of my past, but rise above and become victorious for my future. Knowing tomorrow is not promised, I live today like there is no tomorrow. I promised myself that I would never lose my life in a man I promised myself that I would never allow a man to take control over my mind. I failed to realize that I was slowly losing my life in a man. A man that took me for granted, A man that took my kindness and used it to his advantage I promised myself that I would be a better woman than my mother. With every breath I took, I was failing to hold onto my promise. I could no longer hold onto my life, because I had a tight grip on a life that wasnt mine. I failed to realize that I couldnt help a man be a man A man that thought he was a man, when in reality he was just a boy I promised myself that if I could make it out alive I would never turn and look back I always allowed him yo pull me back into the deadly trap he called a relationship I couldn't seem to get a grip on my life that was slipping away by the second. I managed to pull back the blindfold and see the reality of the situation at hand. I am no longer fearful of my future I am now able to say that I have become victorious SWAG SO AMAZING His swag so amazing, I cant help but to be stunned by his charming style. My fleash crawls as his hands caress my body. With every kiss he plants on my face, He takes away my breath. He is the first and last thoughts of my day. When he looks into my eyes My soul melts. I cry tears of happiness, when he is inside of me. With every stroke of love, he takes away my innocents all over again. His swag so amazing, I cant help but to be stunned by his charming style. His smile so sexi and his touch so strong, I can do nothing but submit to him His converation so amazing, I cant help but to be in love. It dont seem right, me without him him without me His swag so amazing, I can't help but to be stunned by his charming style

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