RJohnsonS4 imean am i asking for too much?? - September 22, 2009 add/view comments (0)

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"I Blamed You"

Judgments, Insults, and Harassment, All i burdened upon you
when left with pieces of my heart in my own two hands, i blamed you
tears in my eyes, sick to my stomach, unable to fall asleep,i blamed you
success never the outcome when love was in the air, still i blamed you
at the moment when everything seemed to fall to my feet, i bent, and i broke
scared and i ruined you, the one person id soon realize was ever true
i tried to change you, turn you into something you never were, because i
the selfish bastard, fiend for fast love, thinking i was nothing without it
but i failed to realize like a true addict indeed this love was a temporary high
it started and stopped, faded in and out, depending on how i pleased them
id offer company, money, sex and drugs, whatever they wanted from me
all they'd take, but still at night id lay alone, only loved for that moment, you see
now they'd disappear off the face of the earth, my heart in my hands again
How could i blame you??
never seeing love for what it truly was, not an object but a process, in fact
through it all, the abuse and neglect, you still stood right behind me
i blamed you for it all, and still I fell, but you helped me now to see
l must learn to love you first, and accept who you are, then love will come to US

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