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Hey ya'll, what's good! My name is Ray, I'm not here lookin for a booty call, or a stalker, or some BP IM lovins... I'm really on here just lookin for some chill people. Females or males, I don't discriminate when it comes to friends. And just so it's clear, I don't get down with the girls like that. So please ladies, I'm flattered, but baby it ain't never goin down like that. And to the little boys on here; Baby I'm a grown woman, doin grown woman things...And babysittin is not one of them. So a little about me. I'm currently working two jobs and going to school. Am a very soulful poet. An all around artist. Play piano, sing and write music, also am working on a book. Love to read. Favorite word is idiosyncracies. Kind of a nerd lol. I just got out of a long term relationship, so I guess you can say the heart is freshly broken... Second time he's done it to me. Funny thing is , is doesn't hurt as bad as the first time. But, despite our ups and downs, and the way things ended, I love him forever. And after the storm clears, and all the hurtful words have been said, I can hold my head high and say I loved him the best that I could. Like a real woman loves. But ya know, sometimes when you love some one, ya just gotta let it go. Cause it don't always mean it's right. Maybe it's not right now, maybe it's never gonna be right. But I had to try. And hey, all pain dampens after a while, right? I'm a firm believer in tryin and lovin the hardest that you can. Until it's time to let go. And baby was it time. I love to believe the best in people, but ya know, sometimes it just takes a little time to detach yourself enough to realize that he ain't never gonna change. Despite how much you love em girl, you can't change him. People don't change, they only reveal. So love em from a distance girl, cause you deserve better. And we all wanna know what I'm attracted to when it comes to men. Ya know, when I was younger I was into the Lil Wayne types. Thug love... I was the best Ride R Die, But ah... If your name begins with Young or Lil, please don't think I'm gonna take you seriously. I like intelligent men, with goals, that have a job, and a dream. Men that are comfortable in they own skin. Not that Young's or LIl's ain't intelligent or goal oriented... Just ain't my style. Everybody wanna be a rapper, and while I admire the ambition, I don't take a lot of em seriously. It ain't easy. I like men that can motivate me as much as I can motivate them. I love poets, I love soldiers. I love a man I can be proud of mostly. I love to laugh, so if you can make me laugh, that's always a good sign. I'm not like the fast girls you see nowadays. I like to take things slow and let em marinate. I can get sex where ever, whenever. You really wanna get to me, sex my intellect first. I'm a woman, that demands respect, that doesn't have time to waste. A woman of style n grace baby... And I don't believe in email dating. I'm an old fashioned typa girl.... I prefer calling and hangin up :) Any who. That's all I gotta say for now. If ya wanna know some more and would like to talk, hit me up. P.S. Jus because I have certain songs playin does not mean by no means, that I am easy and will do ANYTHING with you. It's a song. Not a calling. "Some people are settling down, some are settling, and some refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies. "
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