RedMoni101 Let go and Let GOD is my new mantra........problem is that I'm human and I get in the way of my own progress by not letting go all the way.. - March 13 add/view comments (0)

Walking in pain, Dwelling in silence, Mindless noise, Senseless violence, Changing moods like replacing my head, once I walked wherever the words led.

Day in, Day out living life in a dream. Me without words like madness it seems, poetic flow never comes to an end, my lyrics are sent, my world to help mend.

Bringing the light, trying to right, all the wrongs left unhealed, living this struggle with God at the wheel. Never a nightmare, always a dream, no matter how dark my reality might... (continue reading)

There are those that think they know me that think that they have ascertained the true me ..that think that they can ever sum me up by what it is that they see, but the reality is that I'm ducking and dodging, I'm hiding in plain sight, and being in my presence is like coming to the light. My name is truth, I'm the epitome of right, and just when you think you see me, I disappear from sight. My secrets are numerous, my soul holds the key, and nobody can be what it is that I can be.... (continue reading)

Silence is the answer to the question you ask, statements you say that once would have made me scream and believe that I was living a dream are now irrelevant, you were a folly of a youth misspent, and now I wonder where my innocence went. Life has gone on and days have gone by, and over you my heart did cry, so now that you're back with the request that you ask, I find myself once again donning my invisible mask. I used to hide behind it so that no one could see the pain and insecurity that ran... (continue reading)

There are big bags and small bags, there are light bags and heavy bags, there are bags for Jim, James, John and Tyrone. Well, there WERE bags in any case, they don't exist for me anymore. I did a drive by last night and I dropped them at your door. Your stuff was taking up too much space, was too encumbersome to lug around and before I knew it they were pulling me down to the ground. As I watched others racing off carefree I wondered why that couldn't be me.......I realized that with your... (continue reading)

I speak, and the words that come from my mouth fuse with the silence and blend into the night, they fall unheeded to the ground at your feet, and as you step over them and go to walk away my lips move to caution you on your callousness, but instead I hasten and chastise myself and so the words remain caught inside my mind. You complain that I never let you in, that you don't ever know what I'm thinking or how I feel and yet here I have opened up the door to the innermost me and... (continue reading)

I have dreamt of the day when the world will see, the me that I am and not the one that they me to be. I am sorry that I am not what you desire, but my need to be myself ranks higher than my need to be who you see when you look at me. Was there ever a time when you saw the me that I am and not the one you want me to be? Ever a time when you stopped and wondered what was going through my mind? Does there exist inside you even the most miniscule desire to discover who I am? I cannot wholly place... (continue reading)