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 It is about time I updated this page a little. First of all, my name is Jay. If you know me then you know me. Secondly, I would LOVE to thank all of you hater's out there. Thank you so much!!! You make me want to do something else to make you mad tomorrow. You give me my hunger that I have. "MY DREAM" I've always told myself that, I feel that I've done wrong for so long that God can't and won't forgive me for all my sins. I've made promises to Him and broke them. I let Him down on many occasions just as well as myself. I feel I have nothing to offer Him as well as myself. I'm nothing except bad. I do bad and bad things happen to me. I've always wondered what my purpose was to live on this planet we call earth. Never knew why I always felt like this. Up until this day I had this life like dream that felt sooo real. The dream felt as if was really happening. While thinking all these thoughts and questions. All of a sudden I went to sleep, i dreamed i was sitting on the beach of the ocean thinking these same thoughts and questions. At this time a man walked up behind me and asked what i was doin' ? Without turning around I said,"Just watchin the sun set." He said,"What else?" My only responding word was,"Thinking." The man then sat beside me on the sand filled beach. Without even glancing at him, I continued on thinking. The man asked me,"Have you ever wondered why you were put here?" I then began to tell him about me sinning and breaking promises with God and I know He will never forgive me for all of my sins. I told him,"I feel I have no purpose at all to be alive and nothing to give or offer God." He then said,"Why do you think of such awful and wierd thoughts?" I responded back without taking my eyes off the ocean by saying,"Because, I've had no sign to tell what I say or feel of my thoughts or questions are wrong.He then went on by saying,"Think of The Creator and every single gift He has ever given you. This sunset that you are looking at is a gift to you. I asked in a daze,"I'm a gift to who?" Ignoring me he said," This sunset, this ocean is a gift to you. That tree over there is a gift to you." Without thinking I asked,"Well what can these "gifts" give or offer me?" With his soft voice he spoke,"These gifts can give you nothing except thierselves and nothing more." I said in a smart response,"Well if you're soo smart, then tell me, who am I a gift to?" His soothing voice said,"You're a gift to everything on this planet." My ignorant response was,"Well what do I have to give or offer everything? Most of all, what do I have to give or offer God?" The answer to my arogent question was,"The main thing you have to offer everything is the special gift of yourself. And most of all, offer and give yourself to Me." Scared and appolled I finally turned to see just exactly who I was talking to!! When I turned my head nobody was there. I looked around some more and still NOBODY. I then turned back to look at the ocean in confusement, it was then I heard the same soothing-soft voice say," I am still here, I was always here, and I will always be here my son."............. DO....

***The Keys to Your Heart*** You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? http://www.blogthings.com/keys toyourheartquiz/

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