I WANT TO SAY THANKS TO ALL THAT VISITS MY PAGE THANK YOU. AND IF YOU DONT READ ANYTHING ELSE ON MY PAGE PLEASE READ THIS. YOU ARE NEVER GUARANTEED TOMORROW, PLEASE MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS AND HELP OUT YOUR FELLOW BROTHER OR SISTER REGUARDLESS OF THEIR RACE, RELIGION, SEX, OR PERSONAL DECISIONS. YOU CANT BE COMPLETLY HAPPY WITH A PERSONS EVERY MOVE AND WE ALL GO THROUGH PAIN AND STRUGGLES. I HAVE LOST TO MANY PEOPLE THAT MEANT A LOT TO ME AND I AM SURE THAT YOU HAVE TOO. I CAN ONLY WISH THAT I COULD SAY TO MORE WORDS TO THE LOVED ONES THAT I HAVE LOST IN THE STRUGGLE OF LIFE........ IM SORRY! I KNOW THAT I HAVENT BEEN THERE FOR EVERYONE AS I SHOULD HAVE BEEN, HOWEVER I CANT CHANGE THE PAST ALL I CAN DO IS LOOK FORWARD TO THE FUTURE AND MAKE SURE THAT I DONT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE. I APPRECIATE ALL THAT EVERYONE DOES FOR ME FROM SIMPLY PUTTING A SMILE ON MY FACE OR SHOWING ME A NEW, BETTER WAY TO LOOK AT THINGS. DEATH HAS DEFINATLY CHANGED MY PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE! ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU FOR CHECKING ME OUT.
FIRST I MUST SAY.... NOOK NOOK AND SERENTIY MOMMA LOVES YOU!!!!!! ~*~(SMILE)~*~ YOU WILL NEVER KNOW OR UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME.
OK NOW ABOUT ME:
* 5'5"
* 120 LBS
* BROWN HAIR
* BLUE EYEZ
* STRAIGHT AND WHITE TEETH
* SMALL FRAME
* SILLY AND GOOFY (I LOVE TO SMILE AND LAUGH)
* Y E S I HAVE A JOB!!!!! (I WORK AT MERCEDES)
* Y E S I HAVE A CAR!!!!!
* GOOD HYGEINE
* I LOVE TO TRAVEL (I TRAVEL EVERY CHANCE I GET)
* I LOVE TO READ
* I LOVE TO WRITE
* I AM ESTABLISHED!!!! (NO I AM NOT GONNA BE YOUR SUGA MOMMA)
*DONT EVEN ASK*
I LIVE IN TUSCALOOSA ALABAMA, HOWEVER AT THE TIME I AM IN CULLMAN ALABAMA
~*~*~*~*~SHOUTZ OUT TO ALL MY PEOPLE~*~*~*~*~
**CHRIS **SHAUN **DJ **SIDNEY **JOHN **DANNELLE **DERANE **ALAYASHIA*MOMMA LOVES YOU **SERENTIY* MOMMA LOVES YOU ********MY NET FAM******** **MARK **MYKO **KALI **JST **STARRY **KASE **ZONE **FOO **VAMP **KOLD **ANGRY **RILEY **CRISIS **SOULFUL **WIZ **DREEM **OMG THIS COULD GO ON FOR DAYS ~*~AND EVERYONE THAT I MAY HAVE FORGOTTEN MWAZ~*~YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU~*~
*~*~*~*~IF YOU DO NOT LIKE WHAT YOU SEEING COME ON AND LET ME WALK YOU OUT THA SAME DAMN DOOR YOU WALKED YOUR LIL AZZ INTO COME ON (ITZ DIZ WAY--------->)
I AM NOT HERE TRYNA IMPRESS ANYONE, OR BE SOMEONE THAT I AM NOT! WHAT YOU SEE IS WAT YOU GET.
"THE FIRST STEP"
TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP
IS A FRIGHTENING THING.
TO FACE THE UNKNOWN
THE UNCERTAINTY IT BRINGS
BUT LIKE THE CHILD
WHO IS TIRED OF THE CRAWL
THE FIRST STEP IS
THE MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL.
IT EXPANDS YOUR HORIZIONS
YOU CAN SEE A NEW LIGHT.
THE JOY OF DISCOVERY
IS LIKE TAKING FLIGHT.
THE FIRST STEP YOU TAKE
WILL OPEN ALL DOORS.
TO SEE YOURSELF AS
YOU'VE SEEN YOU BEFORE.
AND, LIKE THE CHILD
WHO GIVES IT HIS ALL.
SOMETIMES HE FALTERS
HE WILL TEETER AND FALL.
BUT STRONG ARMS ARE THERE
TO CATCH HIM AND THEN
THEY STAND HIM BACK UP
TO START WALKING AGAIN.
THE LONGEST JOURNEY
TAKES ONE STEP AT A TIME
BUT ONCE YOU GET GOING
YOU'LL DO JUST FINE.
TAKE MY HAND, FRIEND
I'LL HELP YOU ALONG
I'LL BE RIGHT BESIDE YOU...
AS TWO WE WILL BE STRONG.
YES THAT FIRST STEP'S A BIG ONE
THE MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL.
BUT I'LL BE THERE TO CATCH YOU
SHOULD YOU TEETER AND FALL.
WE'LL SET OUR SIGHTS FOWARD
GRIT OUR TEETH AND WALK ON.....
WHEN WE SEE THAT ROAD ENDING
WE'LLBREAK INTO A RUN.
I LOVE YOU, I'LL HELP YOU
ALL THE WAY THROUGH.
BUT TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP
WELL..... THATS UP TO YOU
())>-%--- TO ALL MY LOVED ONES THAT HAS PASSED...())>-%---
WHEN WE LOSE SOMEBODY WE LOVE, IT SEEMS THAT TIME STANDS STILL. WHAT MOVES THROUGH US IS A SILENCE...A QUIET SADNESS... A LONGING FOR ONE MORE DAY... ONE MORE WORD... ONE MORE TOUCH. WE MAY NOT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU LEFT THIS EARTH SO SOON OR WHY YOU LEFT BEFORE WE WERE READY TO SAY GOODBYE. BUT LITTLE BY LITTLE, WE BEGAN TO REMEMBER NOT JUST THAT YOU DIED BUT THAT YOU LIVED. AND THAT YOUR LIFE GAVE US MEMORIES TOO BEAUTIFUL TO FORGET... WE WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY IN A HEAVENLY PLACE WHERE THERE IS NO PARTING. A PLACE WHERE THERE ARE NO WORDS THAT MEAN GOODBYE!!!!!!
MOMENT OF SILENCE....................... .............................. ................
*Daddy. Well where do I start to explain the void that was left in my life with your passing.... I cant explain the feeling that i hide under my armor. I miss you so much and i thought i was prepared for your death, i knew that you had been sick for a long time, but no amount of prayer or comfort from another being can replace the comfort that i felt just knowing that you were here. I thought that I would be strong, but i fell weak, i though that i could hold my head up high, but it dropped, i thought i could carry on, but i fell upon my face... what i would give just to see your face once more... my life would be the ultimate sacrafice... *MICHAEL RAY. I MISS YOU BRO, BUT SMILE YOUR LIL SIS IS DOIN BIG THANGS DOWN HERE. PUT A GOOD WORD IN WITH THE BIG MAN FOR ME. I KNOW THAT MY TIME HERE WILL EXPIRE SOON ENOUGH!!!
*LIL BOBBY. I HATE YOU HAD TO GO LIKE THAT! WE MISS YOU! WE ARE ALL TAKING CARE OF LIL MANE. WE WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOON!!!!
RIP:
DOUGLAS EDWARDS (DADDY) PATRICIA CHISM (FLY)
VIOLA CHISM (BIG MOMMA)
THOMAS CRAYTON (DEEDAY)
EARNEL JAMES (REDMAN)
CECIL ERWIN (PREACHER MAN)
DAVID EARL (VIJI)
RENAY HOLMES (NEE NEE)
RICARDO DAYS (BIG MAN)
ERIC CHISM (MANE MANE) (MOMMA MISSES YOU)
KENARDO PHELPS (YANNI)
GRACE EDWARDS (NA NA)
ETHEL EDWARDS (GRANNY)
PHELON EDWARDS (PA PA)
CHARLES EDWARDS ( GRANDPA)
AND TO ALL THA REST OF MY FAM THAT I HAVE LOST IN THIS STRUGGLE CALLED LIFE I MISS YOU! AND I LOVE YOU!
READ EACH ONE CAREFULLY AND THINK ABOUT IT A SECOND OR TWO.....
1.NO MAN OR WOMAN IS WORTH YOUR TEARS, AND THE ONE WHO IS, WON'T MAKE YOU CRY...
2.JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE DOSEN'T LOVE YOU THE WAY YOU WANT THEM TO, DOSEN'T MEAN THEY DONT LOVE YOU WITH ALL THEY HAVE
3.A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO REACHES FOR YOUR HAND AND TOUCHES YOUR HEART.
4.THE WORST WAY TO MISS SOMEONE IS TO BE SITTING RIGHT BESIDE THEM KNOWING YOU CANT HAVE THEM.
5.NEVER FROWN, EVEN WHEN YOU ARESAD, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHO IS FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOUR SMILE.
6.TO THE WORLD YOU MAY BE ONE PERSON, BUT TO ONE PERSON YOU MAY BE THE WORLD.
7.DON'T WASTE YOUR RIME ON A MAN/WOMAN, WHO ISN'T WILLING TO WASTE THEIR TIME ON YOU.
8.MAYBE GOD WANTS US TO MEETA FEW WRONG PEOPLE BEFORE MEETING THE THE RIGHT ONE, SO WHEN WE FINALLY MEET THAT PERSON, WE WILL KNOW HOW TO BE GRATEFUL.
9.DON'T CRY BECAUSE IT'S OVER, SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED.
10.THERE'S ALWAYS GOING TO BE PEOPLE THAT HURT YOU SO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO IS KEEP ON TRUSTING AND JUST BE MORE CAREFUL ABOUT WHO YOU TRUST NEXT TIME AROUND.
11.MAKE YOURSELF A BETTER PERSON AND KNOW WHO YOU ARE BEFORE YOU TRY AND KNOW SOMEONE ELSE AND EXPECT THEM TO KNOW YOU.
12.DON'T TRY SO HARD, THE BEST THINGS COME WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT THEM TO.
~*~REMEMBER WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON! ! ! !
IF ONE DAY YOU FEEL LIKE CRYING......
CALL ME.
I DON'T PROMISE YOU THAT.....
I WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH
BUT I CAN CRY WITH YOU.....
IF ONE DAY YOU WANT TO RUN AWAY-
DON'T BE AFRAID TO CALL ME.
I DON'T PROMISE TO ASK YOU TO STOP,
BUT I CAN RUN WITH YOU....
IF ONE DAY YOU DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO ANYBODY,
CALL ME AND.....
I PROMISE TO BE VERY QUIET.
BUT...............
IF ONE DAY YOU CALL AND THERE IS NO ANSWER...
COME FAST TO SEE ME....
PERHAPS I NEED YOU!!!!!!
* THANK YOU FOR COMING IN AND VISITING MY WORLD!
* SIGN MY GUESTBOOK AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU WERE IN MY WORLD...
~*~YOU CAN ALSO REACH ME AT ONEOF THESE PLACES:
YAHOO- SEXCANGELEYEZ@YAHOO.COM
MYSPACE- WWW.MYSPACE.COM/SEXCANGELEYEZ
AIR G- ANGELBABY_101
(IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT AIRG IS, DONT WORRY ABOUT IT....
MWAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~GET ON MY LEVEL~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
(OR GET THA FUK ON!!!!!!)
