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WHO AM I? I AM A DAUGHTER, A SISTER, AN AUNTIE, A FRIEND, AN ENEMY (ONLY TO THOSE WHO DONT UNDERSTAND ME), A WRITER, A SINGER, A STUDENT( THIS IS BECAUSE I NEVER STOP LEARNING), AND A BLACK PRINCESS WHO KNOWS HER WORTH. I AM ME. THAT IS ALL I CAN BE, THIS I THANK YAH FOR. I ALSO THANK YAH FOR THE DIVERSITY OF PEOPLE I AM BLESSED TO MEET. I THANK YAH FOR LIFE. AND I HOPE TO MEET PEOPLE WHO WILL FEED MY SPIRIT, AND I HOPE TO FEED THEIRS.  I AM AN EASYGOING PERSON. I GO WITH THE FLOW. IN CHILL MODE, YOU WOULD MOST LIKELY FIND ME LISTENING TO MUSIC, SOMETHING I LOVE VERY MUCH, OR WRITING. MY WRITINGS ARE WINDOWS TO MY SOUL. WHEN I WRITE, ITIS ALL ME, JUST ME. IT DOESN`T ALWAYS HAVE TO RHYME OR HAVE A STEADY BEAT. BUT MY WORDS HAVE ALOT OF MEANING. I LOVE MUSIC, ALL KINDS. I AM REALLY INTO ERYKAH BADU`S MUSIC.AND I LOVE SOME OUTKAST.  I ALSO LOVE CONNECTING WITH CLOSE FRIENDS OR THOSE WHO HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO BE ONE.  SOME PEOPLE DON`T FEEL ME. SOME PEOPLE THINK THAT I AM COMPLICATED AND DIFFICULT. BUT THOSE WHO DO FEEL ME KNOW THAT I AM A PERSON WHO CAN UNDERSTAND YOU WHEN THE OTHER MAN WON`T EVEN TAKE OUT THE TIME. I SEE PEOPLE FOR WHO THEY ARE AND NOT WHO I THINK THEY SHOULD TRY TO BE. I BELIEVE THIS TO BE A QUALITY. AND I AM NOT SAYING THAT I CAN FULLY ACCEPT EVERYONE AND ANYONE FOR WHO THEY ARE, BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST TO SEE WHERE THEY ARE COMING FROM. Cool Site!!! ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE LOST IN THIS WORLD FOR VARIOUS REASONS.IT IS A TRULY SAD THING. REALIZING WHO YOU ARE IS LIKE YOUR WHOLE WORLD IS COMING INTO VIEW AND YOU SEE YOURSELF RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE. AND YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY HATE AND CRUELTY OF ALL DEGREES. YET YOU FIND THAT YOU ARE ALSO SURROUNDED BY LOVE AND AFFECTION, BUT YOU WERE NOT ABLE TO SEE IT BECAUSE YOU COULD NOT SEE AND YOU DID NOT LOVE YOURSELF. KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND BREATHE FREELY. ENJOY YOUR LIFE. THOUGH STRUGGLES COME ALONG, THE SUN ALWAYS SHINES AFTER A STORM. NO MATTER HOW LONG THAT STORM MAY BE. I HOPE TO ENCOURAGE PEOPLE, BECAUSE LIFE CAN BE HARD, SO HARD YOU CAN FEEL LIKE YOU CAN`T TAKE IT. BUT I KNOW NOW THAT YOU CAN. WHEN YOU ARE ABLE TO SEE YOURSELF IN YOUR TRUE AND BEAUTIFUL LIGHT, LIFE CAN SEEM SO MUCH BETTER. FEEL ME ON THIS.  CLICK ON THE PIC LIFE IS FINE LANGSTON HUGHES I went down to the river, I set down on the bank. I tried to think but couldn`t, So I jumped in and sank. I came up once and hollered! I came up twice and cried! If that water hadn`t a-been so cold I might`ve sunk and died. But it was Cold in that water! It was cold! I took the elevator Sixteen floors above the ground. I thought about my baby And thought I would jump down. I stood there and I hollered! I stood there and I cried! If it hadn`t a-been so high I might`ve jumped and died. But it was High up there! It was high! So since I`m still here livin`, I guess I will live on. I could`ve died for love-- Butfor livin` I was born Though you may hear me holler, And you may see me cry-- I`ll be dogged, sweet baby, If you gonna see me die. Life is fine! Fine as wine! Life is fine! 1 Peter 4:12 12 Beloved,think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: THIS VERSE JUST TELLS US THAT ALL THE PROBLEMS IN OUR LIVES HAPPEN FOR A REASON.AND WE ARE TESTED EVERYDAY AND WE MUST LEARN TO ENDURE OUR TRIALS THAT COME AND GO. *I AM VERY THANKFUL FOR WHAT THE MOST HIGH HAS BEEN TO ME AND I WILL ACKNOWLEDGE THAT.*  FOR EVERY PERSON THAT I COME TO UNDERSTAND, MORE OF THE WORLD`S DARKNESS COMES TO LIGHT. WE MAKE THIS WORLD AND TO THOROUGHLY UNDERSTAND IT, WE MUST UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER. YOU DON`T HAVE TO AGREE WITH THEM. YOU MIGHT NOT EVER AGREE WITH SOMEONE, BUT YOU CAN TAKE THE TIME AND SEE THE WORLD THROUGH THEIR EYES FOR A BRIEF MOMENT. THAT IS WHY I SAY "FEEL ME ON THIS". YOU CAN HEAR WHAT I SAY, YOU CAN READ WHAT I WRITE,BUT THE THING IS CAN YOU FEEL THE EMOTION IN WHAT I SAY AND WRITE. THAT IS SOMETHING RARE, AND WHEN I DO ENCOUNTER A PERSON WHO`FEELS` ME, THEY REMAIN A FRIEND, A CHERISHED FRIEND.  WHEN I STARTED THIS PAGE MYINTENTIONS WERE TO FIND OTHERS WHO COULD HOLD IN-DEPTH CONVERSATIONS WITH ME. I WASN`T LOOKING FOR A MAN, I WASN`T LOOKING TO PUT MYSELF OUTTHERE LIKE THAT. I`M HOOKED ON IF WHETHER OR NOT SOMEONE CAN MAKE ME THINK. IT`S ALL ABOUT THE MENTAL STATUS WITH ME. I KNOW SOMEDAY MY SOULMATE WILL COME STROLLING ALONG. I WON`T HAVE TO LOOK FOR HIM. HE WON`T HAVE TO LOOK FOR ME. WE`LL FIND EACHOTHER. |
