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Random thoughts (part I)
Trying to do something new, is like the silhouette of sweet indulgent
Perfection is practice to much in the world of flesh meaning what's normal an what we as the people think is unnormal, what wheel we drive when we live~ learn~ and try to love .Constructive mannerism and characteristics believe it or not starts in the base of your home~ heritage~ and habitat. I used to think how good it might have been if I had two parents instead of splitting my holidays amongst both, I used wandered how it would feel to grow up with my elementary best friend, and I still reminisce about having to leave my senior year to attend another state high school prom and have no photographic memory from moving around as a child so much throughout life .dried memories~ Back in the day my favorite holiday was Easter & Christmas full of colors -life and a sense of sanity as if there wasn't an ounce of indecency in the world. But now the only thing I celebrate is my birthday which is graced another blessing here on earth to meet people~ travel places ~ and learn from things I've said or either done .which births knowledge. I believe when you make mistakes you age with wisdom even if you repeat the same ones, and with time comes self reflection not the opinions you've gathered from other beings. I was told that you were born in this world alone an so you will die alone, Now I didn't take heed to that until I notice all the women in my family are widows on my moms side .lol then my dads side of women gave me hope, but all they do is whatever to appease their mate but could what you have in a relationship be so hard to work on then to go to the next and next and etc? Do we really just run out of the possibility ummm food for thought? Sometimes I can be a real reclusive person especially being analytical to ones person that comes in contact with me to try to figure me out, I have layers of different definition to be liked and unliked call it flaws or whatever a true being would except you as you are so I don't try to impress I tend to flex in public because the lioness Leo in me likes to shine but believe me it makes me happy so I can care less about what others think on that note . Living in Atlanta has brought about so many phases in me and sometimes my heart aches of the past and prays for the future , there's points where I felt rock bottom an others where I never felt so free to express myself diversities and others where I just feel totally alone but not miserable . In closing this last statement I want to leave I told my cousin who I hadn't seen in 15 yrs whom just move to the "A" I used to live by the militaries teaching of principal when they send you overseas they say the "First thing that can kill you is your family" I start applying that as a survival of fitness afar from home to structures me here in Atlanta if I call you my friend 9/10 I consider you fam and real family fight-argue- stop speaking and go thru tough times now at times you pissed me off then I do apply that principal.
A "LEO" is warm, generous and open minded. A LEO is a strong leader and is readily noticed whenever he/she enters aroom. A LEO enjoys being at center stage, has strong pride and is aggressive. ALEO is susceptible to flattery and is easily embarrassed. When a LEO starts a project, a LEO will see it to its conclusion. Often artistic and creative, A LEO is a loyal and an ardent lover. ALEO likes to make fun of theirself, but won`t appreciate others doing so. A LEO is conventional, traditional lover; dramatic and overly enthusiastic about love.  You are a temptress Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla BIG SHOT OUT TO GINA69 WHICH IS GIRLS IN THE NIGHT OF ATL CHECK EM OUT AT JAGUARS AND ALL THERE EVENTS BIG UPS MUCH LOVE!  See what drug you are.   You are Eve! You a straight ride or die chick, and you aint scared to let somebody know. You want a thug, not a scrub and you like a man who can take control....as long as he aint slappin you around during this process. What Female Rapper Are You? brought to you by Quizilla 
 Dominant Personality: Disappointment Good Traits: You know what rejection feels like, and are truthful with people. Bad Traits: You`re very pessimistic. It seems like everything`s gone wrong with your life, so you`ve given up. People see you as: Depressed, lonely, and unenthusiastic. People walk right by you and occassionally walk all over you. You let yourself get pushed around and always blame yourself. You`re Most Like: Regret. You think that everything is going to turn out all wrong. You have to take matters into your own hands. Unlike regret, you don`t constantly dwell on the past, but dread the future. You Need More: Calm. Don`t associate with promise-breakers, and a large group of people. Seek out people who understand where you`re coming from. What`s your dominant trait? (10 unique results) brought to you by QuizillaGod did not intend for us to be all rich, beautiful, or great alone; but he does intend for us all to be friends. HAPPY GIRLFRIEND`S DAY! |
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