who am I there is so much to me I
am changing everyday to be the best i can be. If you understand the
beginning well, the end will not trouble you. Im physically 19 my
soul has been here centuries The perserverance or a rebel.I drop
heavier levels thats unseen or heard. A queen with words some say
im to deep im in to deep to sleep through me martin luther king
will forever speak. These days im thinking about malcom-xing It's
so hard to turn the other cheek by any means necessarry.If
revolution had a movie Id be theme music Silent but words like
fruit from the forbiden tree setting people free don't ask me what
my race Is we not in competition we all got one mission Im all
races combined like the 99 summer jam. Id be lying If I said I
didn't want millions more than money sake I wanna save children
deal with acholism and Afrocentricity a complex woman joined off
simplicity.A Conscious Black woman with a plan my kind is short on
demand. Some reconize my light but can't handle the glare so she
keeps on passing them by.I got style and grace of course I got the
jazz. I am the black sheep that jesus was speaking of with wool
hair. I am a African that happens to be In america from the base
motherland place of the drum. I believe that hater taught hate
thats why we gangbang It. The follow of Farrakhan don't tell me
that you undertand untill you hear the man.I learn to relax in my
room from california and return to the world as a thought thinking
how hard it was to be born and me being Queen with no Physical
form. There is so much to learn before I return to my essence so
each day I study lifes lessons. As I make my way through life the
one thing can say me being black is a bonus cause because my
perservenrance, me being god because im made in his image,
sometimes scared of sucess cause i know i can get it,
determination,ambition,wishing,hoping,dreaming,reality,morals,love,praying
,my soul, my goals,this hole that i carry which seeds are being
planted have nothing to do with color of my skin but what lies
within It that is nautral high of life Im transitioning now picture
all these things and more and that is "Me". A song for this image Southern
trees bear a strange fruit, Blood on the leaves and blood at the
root, Black bodies swinging in the southern breeze, Strange fruit
hanging from the poplar trees. Pastoral scene of the gallant south,
The bulging eyes and the twisted mouth, Scent of magnolias, sweet
and fresh, Then the sudden smell of burning flesh. Here is fruit
for the crows to pluck, For the rain to gather, for the wind to
suck, For the sun to rot, for the trees to drop, Here is a strange
and bitter crop. Now shall we committ are own geocide? lets get it
together people right now.. Marquise Alexander, 22, was shot
in the head at a Shell gas station near the intersection of
Crenshaw Avenue and Slauson Avenue in the Crenshaw area of Los
Angeles. Officers responded to a "shots-fired" call and found him
dead of a head wound. Sharon Carter, 31, a black woman,
was shot while driving her Nissan Pathfinder southbound in the 9600
block of South Compton Avenue at about 5 p.m. Sunday, Sept. 23. She
was pronounced dead at the scene.Her children, 4 and 14, were in
the car when she was killed. Shontae Blanche, 22, a black
woman, died of blunt-force trauma after assailants in a car
deliberately rammed her near the intersection of Slauson and
Western in South Los Angeles on Monday, Nov. 5. He time of death
was listed as 2:47 p.m. She was pregnant. Brian Ramos, 20, a Latino young
man, was shot multiple times at 926 S. Mariposa St. in Koreatown at
about 11:35 p.m. Tuesday, Oct. 30. He died at a hospital at 12:15
a.m. Police said he was parking his car when a Latino man in his
early 20s, described as 5-foot-7, 170 pounds, with very short black
hair, came up and said, "Where are you from?" He then started
shooting before Ramos could reply. Ramos was not documented as a
gang member. Diana Tomas, 14, a Latina girl,
was shot in the head and left lying on a pathway next to a sound
wall blocking the 101 Freeway. Diana's head was so swollen from the
gunshot wound that her mother had to walk around both sides of the
bed to identify her this has to stop. I remember a little while ago my
next door neighbor which Is white called me a N!99er. The word
N!99er has no power in my life whats so ever I know the history of
it and I will not allow myself to be distraught over a word. When
you know the truth about how things really are you can be set free
from all those things. I laughed you know why because those 450
years of slavery won't keep me trapped. Black History as a whole is
so much more than that I mean If you really wanna get into it the
worst kind of N!99er Is the white devils stealing land,stocks and
bonds(ect).I love all people I am all about eqaulity, but it's not
hard to tell what is really going on. I hardly see anymore Native
Americans left. Afican Americans and Mexicans are next and don't
think for a minute If they get rid of the chairs their not getting
rid of the table too. I know slavery existed in africa way before
in the United States. The difference is you could work your way out
of it In Africa. In America they want us to be trapped forever. Im
not racist cause I know all people are not the same innorance is
truly bliss. Listen up people we can no longer blame the white
devils or society period, for whats happening in our communities we
as people have to start making changes right now we can start by
shuting down these major buisness do you know how much power you
have as a consumer If we don't buy they can't make money so lets
boycott them untill they start putting some money In our communites
I mean as much money we spend on things like nike,jordan,gold
chains and jewlery ,cars ,clothes(ect). I don't know about you but
I can't stop untill I see a wholefoods in compton,watts ect.I can't
walk in nike shoes on poverty streets there something very sick
about that don't sit right with my soul. Lets get these damn fast
foods resturaunts,liqour stores (ect). I mean If you did not notice
they keep the blunts and beer stocked all the time while everything
else Is outdated. LETS SHUT THEM DOWN stop making excuses. Black
people in case you didn't catch on yet please stop wearing
ambercrombie they do not like black people while i mean you may
think it's cute but they taking your money and laughing in your
face while they getting rich off the money you struggling to get.
The way it is now in days your nothing with out money. Money Is the
root of all evil do not spend your life making money your number 1
priority It's not worth It don't stress over It don't be greedy for
It. Knowledge to me and my piece of mind Is so much better I like
money but im not about to kill myself off tryin to get it.