Still Waters...Message from a sorrow soul.

I'm so angry. I'm so sad. I'm happy at times. I'm even glad. I am all of these things and all for one. I sometimes feel unappreciated. It's like a never ending story the one gets my everything anytime one wants it but....(clear my thoughts). Yes one chills and yes one talks and yes one cares but IS IT ENOUGH. One says I Love You but one also said I'm not in Love with you. THAT HURTS. Sometimes I want to go but can't like still waters my LOVE for one... (continue reading)

There must be something seriously wrong with me cause I damn sure dont know what im doing wrong. Its like Im doing too much for something so small. How does a person be normal? Someone please tell me so that I can know cause if that is all it takes is for me to be normal just to keep what I want well shall I say once had then %#&@$! it Ill be normal. This is me being normal........................ ... Now that Im normal can I please have what I want back.? I guess not huh its going to take a lot... (continue reading)

WATS GOING ON WITH THE UNIVERSE? PEOPLE NOW A DAYS HAVE EVERYTHING THEY COULD EVER HOPE FOR AND THEY WILL NEVER FAIL AT TAKING IT FOR GRANTED. ITS LIKE WEN U FALL IN LOVE U HAVE THAT CANT EAT CANT SLEEP REACH FOR THE STARS TOUCHDOWN WIN THE SUPERBOWL KIND OF THING AND THEN WEN THINGS FEEL EVEN BETTER THERE WILL ALWAYS COME THE DAY WEN SOMEONE OR SOMETHING FUCKS IT UP...HUH...LOL...WELL SHIT HAPPENS AND MOVE ON TO THE NEXT...LET GO OF THE PAST AND KEEP MOVING FOWARD...I GUESS GOOD THINGS DONT... (continue reading)

THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING IN MY BLOG SO BARE WITH ME.....

HAVE YOU EVER PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE ON THE LINE AND WAS JUST HOPING THAT THE RITE THING WOULD HAPPEN FOR YOU BUT DIDN'T?. IT'S LIKE I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE FOR NOTHING IN RETURN. THE SHIT HURTS. THEN YOUR WHOLE MIND AND THOUGHT PROCESS CHANGES AND NOW YOUR STUCK. HOW DO U GET SOMEONE WHO IS IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE? YOU CAN'T ALL YOU CAN DO IS EITHER BE A GOOD ASS FRIEND AND SUCK IT UP OR BE THE PERSON THAT... (continue reading)