SweetAZ1

So...here I am. My birthday is tomorrow and I started thinking about the past year. Wow...hell and back again! Lets see...graduated from college, been promoted, loved and lost (really sucked), watched my baby brother damn near destroy himself, distanced myself from people that werent healthy for me and kept some that werent too. Shattered my foot, moved, cried, and laughed...alot. I am now the age that I used to think was old and you couldnt pay me to go backwards...getting older comes with... (continue reading)

I know that recently my blogs have been drama laden and pitiful. My life is more than the moments filled with trauma and pain that have plagued me lately. I am strong...I am full of faith, and I appreciate the genuine concern I have been hearing. I so appreciate all of your kind words...the cards...the prayers, and I know that I have withdrawn from all of you...but I am tired right now. I will make it back into the swing of things...but right now...Im tired. Havent you ever just wished for... (continue reading)

I have been accused of being a sometimey, superficial friend. Wow @ that. Did you ever notice that when you are going through things that people disappear on you? People that you shared feelings and emotions with? People you thought took time to really get to know you? It is amazing to me that you try to explain yourself and nobody believes it. You try to let them understand that you have it really rough and they pretty much say fucc you and focus on themselves? How incredibly selfish...how... (continue reading)