******Seduce my mind and you can have my body...Find my Soul and I`m yours forever..." ******
***Guard your heart, everyone doesn't deserve it...***
This is my everyday prayer:
Serenity
God grant me with serenity
To ACCEPT the things I cannot change
The COURAGE to change the things I can
And the WISDOM to know the difference
I`ve learned there is only one man who will always love you.
And that man is The Lord Jesus Christ!
My Lover, My Brother, My Father, My Comforter.
Without you nothing I do,would prosper!
My word is Keep God in your life.
He is the Head of your house the Keeper of your Soul and the Love of your Life.
Even if you walk trough a valley of darkness, don`t fear cause He will always be with you.
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The 411
All the things you might wonder when u look at me .........
Name:
Illanga
Nickname:
You can call me Miss Bel
City:
Vlaardingen, the Netherlands, Europe
Date of Birth:
April 5th 1980 Yes I am 27 years old
Height:
5.7'
Eye color:
Dark Brown
Shoe size:
8
School/work:
Work as a coach/counselor at a high school
Smoke:
Nope
Hobby's:
Chillin, dancing, hanging with my girls, party
Sibblings:
2 sisters from my moms, 10 sibblings from my dad
Relationstatus:
Happily single, but do miss that TLC
Piercing:
Too scared to get one
Tattoo:
My name on my lower back
Favorite Holiday Locations:
New York City, Curacao, Jamaica & Suriname..
Best person I got to know this year:
My baby
Person I wouldn't have mind not to have met:
All the liars I met
Who would I love to meet:
God
Who I admire:
God, this man really loves us so much, that He is willing not to give up on us. Too bad we give up on ourselves
Most sexy person I know:
Me, myself and I haha
Favorit bedtime clothing (while sleeping alone offcourse):
Pangi
Favorit car:
Dream car, Volkswagen Touareg
Favorit movies:
Black Movies baby
Favorit music:
Ballads, Soul, R'nB,Gospel, Hiphop, Pop
Favorit city:
New York City
Favorit perfume:
Burberry, London
Favorit sound:
When I am laying in my most comfy chair on my balcony and I hear the birds sing.
Favorit TV-series:
Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy, E.R., McCleod's Daughters, As The World Turns, And Comedy shows
Favorit petname:
MPB, MNB and Culona
Favorit Colors:
Black, white, pink & blue
Favorit song:
Depending my mood but most of the time Soul, Slow Jams, ballads and Gospel
Favorit Food:
Everything momma, grandma or I made
Above: Grandma and my youngest sister
Favorit Drink:
Apple juice, red wodka and gingerbeer from oma
What is my best feature:
My heart
Favorit shoes:
High heels, slipperheels, sneakers AF-1, K-swiss and Timbs
Time I go to sleep during the week:
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too late.....
Most romantic thing that ever happened to me:
A marriage proposal
Most ashaming moment in my life:
I'm human so I have done some stupid things in my life! But hey, that's what we're human for.
Outside or inside person:
Inside out type of girl
Things I do on the weekend:
Most of the time I'm working in the security branch, bouncing at a few clubs. If not than I am washing my car, doing laundry, clean my appertment, hang out with my girls, watch some movies, do I need to go on?
Pets?
No
Smiling or dreaming:
Smile while I'm dreaming
Involved or single:
Single
Simple of complicated:
Complicatedly simple
Sex or alcohol:
Sex
Light or dark?:
Shimmer
Silence or speak:
At first silence, but than again yeah speak!
And the people that really know me say definitely Speak!!!!!!
Small or Big men:
Taller than me, black, handsome, euh well definitely taller, not necessarily handsome, just a little bit goodlooking now, work with a sister ...........
Hugg or a kiss:
Kissing while hugging
Happy or sad:
Happy
Life or dead:
Life
If I could ask God one question, what would it be?:
Could you please make this world a great place without hate, envy, violence but filled with love, peace and happiness.
What will be my last words before I die:
Probably, most likely, I love ................... you
Does true love exist:
Yes!
How many kids do I want:
2
Dislikes:
People who lie
Best feeling in the world:
Being in love and the knowledge that someone loves you
Badest feeling in the world:
Having a broken heart
What was my first thought this morning when I got up:
Who is calling me this early in the morning, it's Sunday for crying out loud!
Funniest, craziest place I ever had sex:
Ehm, any suggestions
Place where I still want to go havce sex:
Movie theatre, Beach, In the caribean
This is for all the Good Black Man in my life!!!! l LOVE YOU ALL!!!
A Good Black Man
Everyone reading this either:
1. Is a Good Black Man
2. Has a Good Black Man
3. Will be blessed with a Good Black Man soon
4. Has met a Good Black Man; but failed to recognize him.
Good Black Men are indeed all around us.
We pass them on the streets, in the malls and the halls at work.
Most we can't see because we don't know what a good man really looks like.
He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads.
He might not wear a suit or push a Lexus.
He might not have a body like Tyson with a Denzel face.
But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back rather than someone who turns your head.
A good man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say.
He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite.
He doesn't declarehow sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, yada, yada he is.
He won't have to because it shows.
He has his own opinions and yours may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he's right.
He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same.
A good man is not going to meet every item on your checklist.
He is human with frailties and faults mixed in with all of his wonderful, strong attributes.
He needs your love and respect.
He needs to feel that you don't live to catch him doing something wrong so you can declare,
Aha! I knew you were a dog!!
A good man isn't insecure about his woman having great achievements.
In fact he is her number one supporter and becomes disappointed with her when she begins to lose herself,
for the sake of not hurting his feelings, or just want to make him happy.
His happiness comes with seeing her excel in her dreams and accomplishing her goals.
For as she excels and is exalted, a good woman will bring her good man right along with her.
A good man doesn't necessarily have to always give you a huge birthday or Valentine's gift.
He shows his love in the ways that are comfortable to him and makes his woman feel loved.
Don't judge him by TV standards.
No one is really living a fairy-tale.
You'll miss out on your own fairy tale by buying into the myth that our men are no good.
It's just not true.
Black Men, I salute you, and thank you for who you are and all you've done.
A REAL WOMAN A to Z
(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say HI
(D)oesn`t give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole you (even the immature parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust does things just because
(K)eeps you close to her heart
(L)oyal to you
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever judges you
(O)ffers support
(P)rays for you
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)espects you
(S)hows you love
(T)rust in you
(U)nderstands you
(V)alue your ideals
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plain things that you don`t understand
(Z)ealously devotes her time
A Note In My Inbox From My Best Friend Ever!
still an inspiration
You still turn my head when you walk and give me goose bumps when you smile,
Eventhough we hardly speak reading your thoughts are well worth while,
Maybe another lifetime we may enjoy eachothers time,
Till then I will be loving your energy lingering my mind,
love,
Yukio
Quotes
I was born free, but now I'm priceless.
When Satan is knocking at your door simply say:"Jesus, can you get that for me?"
The best things in life can never be kept...
Silly is a state of mind, stupid is a way of life!
Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you have decided to look beyond the imperfections
I'm having a private party and nobody here but me, my angels and my guitar singing, look how far we've come!
It is a great ability to be able to conceal one's ability.
I am what I am today because of the choices I made yesterday.
I`d rather be disliked for who I am than liked for who I`m not
Loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star. You know you'll never reach it but you just got to keep trying.
The hardest thing is to watch someone you love, love someone else
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can`t have them.
Whats better? A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?
Love Is A Funny Thing, It Can Build You Up And Break You Down
Kick Me While I'm Down, Isn't That What Everybody Lifes For?
Friends are quiet angels who lift us of our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly
You Look Like An Angel, Walk Like An Angel, Talk Like An Angel, But You're The Devill In Disguise!
Wish Things Could Be As Easy And Beautifull As The Sunshine!
You can't make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope that they'll panic and give in!
