TeddyR Good morning sexy people ...... - May 07 add/view comments (0)

What makes a man a man? I wondered. Is it his origins, or Is it the way he comes to life. I don't think so. Its the choices he makes. Its not how he starts things, but how he decides to end them. Life isn't about how many breathes you take, Its about those special moments that take your breathe away. So many people are guarded and afraid that you can see right through them, they usually hide behind layers of secrecy or humor.

I have spoken alot of words in my past and present. Some fiction,some nonfiction. Of these millions of words I've stumbled onto destiny? What is the true meaning of this word? It seems to be an important word when used. For instant I recently told someone what its definition meant to me. Right or wrong,it meant that no matter where we are in our lives, no matter what time or date it maybe, we are destined to be together. Now I can't tell you if this is true. My meaning of the definition of... (continue reading)

On january 24, 2006. I lost a link in a chain that held together
something most valuable, the essence of me. I keep trying to figure out how and why I lost it. In a unfair world, where bad things happen to good people, my link is missing. The sins of man are always trying to saturate my very soul. Hoping my heart will turn into stone. All these thing I hate revolve around me and all I really want is whats been taken and a place where I belong. I want my world right side up again. I miss all the... (continue reading)

           To be loved by her is priceless, to bask in her glory is pure. To go against the grain and hide from the truth is unwise. Cause in all reality I love her too and when she cries her tears don't just fall they crash around me. All the wicked and selfish things I have done, she sees right threw me. And she never turned her back on me even when I lead her to believe that there was only she and I. I've found regret from the truth with a thousand lies. I... (continue reading)

Happiness seems so far away, Once sweet metaphors of you and I. Its all gone now because you can't honor truth. You make my world so cold, I loved you unconditionally . I can't figure out when did it all begin. The abundance of empty promises. I must of %#&@$!ed up by thinking you was someone who knew how to feel. Instead you keep drowning yourself in a eternity of bull%#&@$! without a life preserver. Deception has made your soul hollow. Misguided intentions , so many cruel interventions. Are... (continue reading)

See I ain't a player hater, but I'll hate a player if you push me. See nigga while you stand there using all your heart trying to look the part with your cold still eyes. Nigga you don't realize you just %#&@$!, for sale, now see I would call you female but you to frail. While she is hailed as queen, your existence is fractionally %#&@$!l, like the slips of the %#&@$!s you use to suit your feeble needs , you know saturated soil and faulty fertilizer insure your future seeds will be just like... (continue reading)