XcitedPraiser will be away from 12/1-12/22. I look forward to returning with some award winning news. I am so EXCITED!!!! - December 01, 2009 add/view comments (0)

I find myself in a quandary, an elliptical mental workout. As I travel this wonderful World Wide Web, I must park for immediate contemplation. So allow me my moment.

Check It. I am tired of reading how men say they are looking for "spiritual" woman, respectful woman, not women exposing themselves yet when looking at their friends 85% of the women are giving free displays of God's glory for all to see. Booty poses, suggestive views and ample displays of what... (continue reading)

Dreams
the elusive idea of a better day
Pushing reality until it becomes uncomfortable, unbearable
Your present existence intolerable
Knowing that what you see can't be it
Holding on because what you see can't be it
Refusing to give up because what you see CAN'T BE IT!!!!!!!

I know my purpose and I know that greatness is locked up inside me, but sometimes I just get tired. Tired of holding it down. Tired of always being the strong... (continue reading)

Situation
a manifestation of sobriety
Reality hitting me in the head
Awareness in my face like the smell of freshly brewed coffee
Demanding I wake up

Tired of listening to the lies of
"Lets take it slow and I need more time"
While I proclaim my love for him in every action
Poignant cries of desperation
Tears of released frustration
Trying to comprehend the source of his hesitation

Is the word stupid written on my forehead
My insecurities had... (continue reading)