OK THIS IS A NEW PAGE... I AM A
MOTHER, A SISTER, A DAUGHTER, AN AUNT... I AM ALSO A GIRLFRIEND,
AND PARTNER.
I AM
LOVING
I AM
AMBITIOUS
I AM
CARING
I AM
GENEROUS
I AM
HONEST
IAM REAL
I AM
BYTCHY
I AM
OUTSPOKEN
I AM
SCARED
I AM
FUNNY
I AM
STRONG
WE LL HAVE ISSUES, I HAVE MINE...
BELIEVE ME, I COME WITH BAGGAGE I THINK WE ALL DO.. SO ANYONE WHO
SAYS THEY DONT HAVE DRAMA AND DONT WANT ANY, IS FULLASHYT!!!...
BECAUSE WE ALL HAVE A PAST WE ALL HAVE A PRESENT AND WE ALL HAVE
SOMEWHERE WE ARE TRYING TO GO AND SOMETHING WE ARE TRYING TO
DO.
Tears for you,
Why?
I know you don't have them for me!!!
I cry myself to sleep at night,
i wake up still streaming.
thinking of you and what could have been and what still might
be.
I feel like i've known you before in another life,
the connection was quick
Like a Band-aid you compared it too...
rip it off it will be quick and painless,
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?!?
Heart being ripped out of my chest with a pitchfork,
like so many times before.
You know better,
you have been there before!!!
Who told you that was fair,
Did i allow you?
Did i enable you?
I can't shed anymore tears for you,
I say it with my mouth,
I want it with my soul,
and yet here they fall on this paper i swore...
You dont get another chance to ruin me,
soil me,
to break me into pieces.
I wish you knew,
I wish you felt the damage you caused,
for me to show you this much
weakness!!
WORDS
TO LIVE BY¦AND NEVER FORGET!!
Never
assume greatness is for someone else. Imagine every day that
you too can do great things. Have the courage to take the
challenge, make the mistakes, and move forward. Who
knows, maybe one day someone will be sharing your moment with you
Happiness needs sadness. Success needs failure.
Benevolence needs evil. Love needs hatred. Victory needs
defeat. Pleasure needs pain. You
must experience and accept the extremes. Because if the contrast is
lost, you lose appreciation; and when you lose appreciation, you
lose the value of everything. After a while you learn the
subtle difference between holding a hand & changing a soul. And
you learn that love doesn't mean leaning & company doesn't
mean security. And
you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts &
presents aren't promises. And you begin to accept your
defeats with your head up & your eyes ahead... & you
learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's
ground is too uncertain for plans & futures have a way of
falling down in mid-flight. So
you plant your own garden instead of waiting for someone to bring
you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, that you
really are strong & that you really do have worth... and with
every goodbye, you learn!!
Tell me you
hate me!!!!!
Tell me you
hate me so i can walk away...
Tell me you
don't need me so i won't want to stay...
Tell me you
don't want me so i can move on to someone
new...
Tell me you
don't care so i'll know what to do.
Make me mad
so it's easier for me to leave....
Make me angry
so it's easier for me to see....
Make me mad
so it's easier for me to cry.....
Make me angry
so it's easier to walk on by.
Don't tell me
to stay when it will only make things
worse.....
Don't tell me
not to be mad when that's what you
deserve....
Don't tell me
to wait when i'd be waiting for
nothing....
Don't tell me
to forgive you, from me you don't deserve a
thing.
Tell me you
don't care so i'll know what to do....
Tell me you
don't want me so i can move on to someone
new....
Tell me you
don't need me so i won't want to stay....
Tell me you
hate me so i can walk away
WAYS TO KEEP
YOUR WOMAN HAPPY
1 . Tell her she
is beautiful or gorgeous(not fine, or sexy)
2 . Hold her
hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a
second.
3 . Kiss her on
the forehead/ neck.
4 . Leave her
voice messages to wake up to.
5 . When she is
upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to
you.
6 . Recognize
the small things . . . they usually mean the
most.
7 . Pick her
over all the other girls you hang out with.
8 . Write her
notes. (she loves them)
9 . Introduce
her to family and friends . . . as your
girlfriend.
10 . Play with
her hair.
11 . Pick her
up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.
12 . Sit in the
park and just talk to her.
13 . Tell her
funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her
jokes.
14 . Let her
fall asleep in your arms.
15 . If she's
mad at you, kiss her.
16 . Give her
piggyback rides.
17 . Bring her
flowers
18 . Treat her
the same around your friends as you do when your
alone.
19 . Look her in
the eyes and smile.
20 . Let her
take as many pictures of you as she wants.
21 . Kiss her in
the rain.
22 . If your in
love with her . . . tell her & mean what you say & say what
you mean.
