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What's up Blackplanet! I guess I should tell you all more about myself. I'm a STRONG single BLACK mother of 3 beautiful girls outgoing,loving etc... All the good and a bit of bad.;-) I'm not on here to feed you B/S this is ME take me flaws and all or leave me alone.I'm not into anyone downing me because I have 4 kids from 3 different baby dads if you feel I'm not good enough because of this I would label you as shallow.So if you are reading this and it bothers you in any way exit stage LEFT.;-) There is no person here on earth that will ever define me.. Maybe enhance or compliment me but never define. Anywho I'm in the process of obtaining my A.S. in Science,thoughts together on owning my own business and really satisfying the lord, my family, as well as myself. I may not be there as of today but I will be there. I'm not trying to be a millionaire but just rich in love,peace and happiness. Well if this page of ME catch your eye's and mind hit me up..

  ~Real Treasure~ We need to enjoy our lives but let's not focus on gaining worldly successes. ( I know it's easier said then done)Let's use this life that the lord gave us to store up treasures for the Heavens by loving and serving our GOD and loving and serving others. That's the treasure that will ultimately make a difference. Trust yourself. Trust what you know. Sometimes, it is hard to stand in our own truth and trust what we know, especially when others would try to convince us otherwise. In these cases, others may be dealing with issues of guilt and shame. They may have their own agenda. They may be immersed in denial. They would like us to believe that we do not know what we know; they would like us not to trust ourselves; they would prefer to engage in their nonsense. We don't have to forfeit our truth or our power to others. That is codependency. Believing lies is dangerous. When we stop trusting our truth, when we repress our instincts, when we tell ourselves there must be something wrong with us for feeling what we feel or believing what we believe, we deal a deadly blow to our self and our health. When we discount that important part of ourselves that knows what is the truth, we cut ourselves off from our center. We feel crazy. We get into shame, fear, and confusion. We can't get our bearings when we allow someone to pull the rug from under us. This does not mean that we are never wrong. But we are not always wrong. Be open. Stand in your truth. Trust what you know. And refuse to buy into denial, nonsense, bullying, or coercion that would like to take you off course. Ask to be shown the truth, clearly---not by the person trying to manipulate or convince you, but by yourself, your Higher Power, and the Universe. I will trust my truth, my instincts and my ability to ground myself in reality. I will not allow myself to be swayed by bullying, manipulating games, dishonesty, or people with peculiar agendas. Lately the devil has done his best to damage, destroy, steal, cheat and rob me. He has attacked me in m ny areas. But I refuse to become discouraged or frustrated. My eyes are on the prize. I know I am victorious. I want everyone that comes to this page to know you can trust God. NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH... God wants us to totally rely on Him for everything. He wants us to grow to maturity in Him.Nahum 1:7 The LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in Him. I dont care what the enemy is doing. I dont care what he forms against you... IT WILL NOT PROSPER. I love God.  
 
I am a divine orignal,fashioned by God to be radiantly BEAUTIFUL

"> This woman knows her worth My worth is unmentionable; you cannot put a price on me
Panamanian and black sister with God's love to proclaim.
Light skinned sista with medium light colored eyes.
Oh yes we come in different colors, shapes, and size.
A very proud black woman, a true artifact of class.
You couldn't't rate me with a dirty coin.
A dime piece?!!! PLEASE I will surely pass.
I love and fear God, there's no shame in my game.
Wont think twice ignoring a man calling me baby, ma, or shorty...
My mother already gave me a name.
You Cant determine my being a woman from the wiggle in my Azz,
But do it by how I respect people whether they're cripple, crazy, or blind.
For Jesus is love and he surely loves you and me.
And for that I love myself...I hope there are a few more sistas out there just like me!

 I'm a woman with flaws,unspoken fears and desires. I'm a woman not a robot. I'm an intelligent,lovable,respectabl e, honorable, honest, giving,kind hearted, best mom my kids have and even a mother figure to others, a great friend even when you aren't good to me, listener so forth and so on. You get the picture. I'm a woman that's been through hell and back tired of picking up someone else's slack.. I have two beautiful kids a 5 year old and a newborn I'm not saying this and meaning this makes me a woman but taking care of them by myself I know I'm a woman no one will ever have to tell me this.. Therefore, if you can be as real as i am hit me sometime. But if you have plans to play games or %#&@$! foot around keep on pushing.. God Bless!!!