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So many nights I lay crying in my bed because I will never know the truth.
So many days I cling to my pillow, because no one else will hold me and stop the hurt.
So many times I wake up smiling because I don't want the world to know how I really feel.
It seems like the only friend that has ever stuck around was heartbreak.
The only love I've ever known is Gods warm embrace.
Tell me the truth, why stick around to put me through hell?
Why use me until I have nothing more to offer and split?
Why... (continue reading)

You know they always say one man pays for another mans mistake. So now because of you, it's his heart I must break. You were the last man I trusted after all that I'd been through, and you lied like a little biotch, and like the rest just left me used. When this one says he loves me, all I say is "you say you do." or when he says that it's forever I just reply "that's nothing new." I pull away from kisses and walk away from hugs, cause I know one day he'll hurt me, like them other abusing thugs.... (continue reading)

Tell me how you can have you someone and be so lonely? Tell me how can they love you but you don't feel it? Tell me what is wrong with me. When a kiss feels like just another way to dismiss, a hug is an easy way to not say you love. Laying in your arms is just passin time, until you feel its enough and give me some shyt line. Tell me what is wrong with me. I love too hard and fall just the same? I'm easily fooled by a players game? Tell me what the hell is wrong with me??? What did I do to... (continue reading)