amanisreal

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Its been a long time........im back b-tches...(please b advised this %#&@$! is copyw

Start from the ending
reach back to the beginning
conditioned to this system
a victim
of frivolous spending
no ownership
barely living
life of overpriced liquor
and nameless women
forgotten games
no need remebering
sin so deep we swimming in
motion sickening
lost in the tide
wading for deliverance
compromised strength
to be complacent
reorganized new world order
we aint prepared to face it
hoods need a face lift
brothers on block so tight they move adjacent
and when they get locked
they like damn, %#&@$! i was in need of a vacation
moms no longer wearing aprons
got briefcases
brother no longer bring home the bacon
they stack cases
pride got lost without a trace
soul cant be found
probably left somewhere around
where ignorance and stupidity
got found....



Been here forever
i feel like
seen life
lost
niggas get kriss krossed
wit a pump
thatll make jump
run and duck
press they luck
and miss the bus
sip stuff
out the cup like
winos who become ideals
cuz they content
to pitch a tent
on a park bench
and become one wit the stinch
dont need more than they can carry
learn that you cant take it wit you unless
it wit you when your buried






Its so appealing
Is there a way to say
the words im feeling
bottle the smiles of children
feet cant touch the ground
head too close to the ceiling
so for real and
i cant explain
the opposite of pain
i claimed id never fall again
cause last time i lost a friend,
my ends
so open
my nose and
im noticing
im slipping
and i gotta maintain
gotta be a man
but my woman
is so strange
and i like it
so should i fight it
or let nature takes it course
or of course
will this end in same vain
dont wanna
go thru these damn situations
and im thinkig too much
being punk
scared of being stuck
and love struck
its sucks
avoid conversations
when she calls up
ready to discuss
our future.....


When will the rain stop?

No hidden place
no hide them face
I can see um run pass
wit the gun strapped
to his waist
fully laced
wit his hands placed on his chest
trying to save himself
but cant erase the pain that the bullet
left
no longer breath
flows
thru his foe
only blood
that trickles gentle down his nose
his toes cold
eyes wide and cant close
t no longer white
bright red
the color as he laid
by the lead
his head felt the shock
of the shot
sirens reign out from the cops
quick he begin to flee
from block

Psedo-movie lifestyles of young theives
and what they want the most in the world is that p*ssy> girls in control
more than they think
but they dont think
so they f*ck up they
life giving up that one thing
black hoods
the real site of combat
the harder you try to escape
they more they try to snatch u back
rather hold the stack than fold the lap niggas dont need computers they too bold for that college? gain knowledge that aint how soliders act ride the bus to work i got the work so i can roll the 'lac rather get sentenced for coke than crack i put my money under the mat savings account? im too young for that

New %#&@$!.....
Moments like this got me thinking
look up to heaven
as my mother peers backs winking
Everything that I believe in
is possible to achieve
roll up my sleves
fingers opened up to the good of the world like theives
who me?
graduated
twice
wit more degrees
than seeds
they told me...i was a statistic
but everybody in my family can read
but i see
my nigga
still stand firm on the block
cant no man touch the clock
or the adjust the watch
the neighhood
on fire
let it burn like Watts
cant stop the riots
inside till your heartbeat
stops
pain
reborn
like a feel cuttin my cord
forget a sword
i use a chessboard
to show um imma reflection of the lord


Months went past
and I havent heard from you yet
breath a sigh of relief
when you emailed on the internet
didnt have time
to talk long so you left
a short reply
i was thinking of love
but you was more into the best regards and regrets
so hurt
feelings i cant forget
never in my life
have i met someone so in depth
my steps
were in 1/2 back then
but now i fully move foward
hate to look back but my mistakes
were enormous


i figured that
crying
cant bring back so im faced wit
save these tears for when i see
you on the otherside of the gate
and when it opens up
ill have my arms stretched out
ready meet you wit hug
cause how do you show love
to a woman who gave so much?
Cant believe you aint breathin
most of all
cant believe ya heart no longer beats
but for me
the pain runs deeper than
seeing you in my sleep
i think about you all the time
even before i dream
i mean
my life was focused on making you proud
and i found
that seeing you smile
keep my feet on the ground
and now i know
aint no higher love
and aint no hidden place
my face shows im missing you but
God choice
to make you an angel
at least i had my time wirh you and for that im thankful








Im cleaning my lenses
and how this scene begins
is im focus
on a new horizon
wit black soliders all united
and agreed on fighting
the enemy
dressed in bright clothing
underestimating the fact
that all my people are choosen
we gotta
inherit the earth
cause our surname is meek
dont mistake
my intelligence as a brother being weak
I speak
words to awake echos
and shine a light brighter on the situation that darkens the ghetto
these carols that get heavy rotation
on your local radio station
aint got no type of placen this
is meant to be a statement
burn bridges
wit niggas and b#tches
that love complacement
crabs in a barrel
full of self-hatred
dressed in capris, gold chains, and white ts
might as well be naked

Switch it up......

Follow behind
you search and you find
deepest lines
thatll deepin they minds
i keep it refined
im so in my prime
so in this grind
open ya eyes
hopin to climb
but they hope is declined
introduction to this opening rhymes
im like soliders in the front of line
a bookbag strapped to they back wit a note to they moms
received they dont get no response
like crime in da hood you dont see no cops
stop freeze
kiss the concrete, niggas please
and flee from scenes of robberies
hope hidden like green
in the midst of poverty




Text Love

I log onto blackplanet
double-click on Memberfind
choose female, State Ohio
age 20-25 or 26-29
see names like dark carmel
Triple X
and blacklove 69
page full of tonguerings
and webshots of your behind
type a note
state How you doing?
Hope great, Im doing fine
Ask you what you do for a living, goto school, whats your sign?
Give it a couple days
check my notes
you dont respond
guess you really aint a freak
check back next week, still hope we meet
remember me?
my names Aman (a-mon)!


Question

Who we goin` follow?
Our fathers
with decades of being mistreated,
treated second-class and
high blood pressure and depression gottum acting defeated
how bout our mothers
maybe but they got so much weight on their shoulders
work, raising kids, and masking their looks tryin not to show that the struggle`s makin` look older
how bout our brothers
hell
well
%#&@$!-hopin, old-car droppin,
many are in jail
a few are doing aight
but a lot of them are on the D-L
whatabout our strong black sisters
mister mister
making you mad and
got an education, house, car, job
but would trade it all in for a good man
ummmm...whatabout our youth
can they carry the burden?
they goin have to
cause everyone else cant stop hurtin

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