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ANSWERS FOR YOUR FAQ'S (THIS IS FOR THE IGNORANCE THAT SEEMS TO BE VISITING MY PAGE LATELY)

• No I will not let you "hit this %#&@$!", no self respecting young man should be asking for some ON LINE.

• No I am not sending you any nude pictures of myself or any other part of my private anatomy that you might want to see with no clothes on.

• What my interests are and what I do for fun are on my page so dnt waste my time trying to ask me about it.

• Finally (this is not an answer but a statement) if you did not take the time to read whats on my page I have no time for you so keep on stepping (Most people don't make it this far so good job).

First off before we start talking about my over complicated personality I have to let you (the person reading this) know that I AM ALLERGIC TO STUPID so keep the negative number IQ's and ignorance off my page. So.......who am I? that's a hard question to answer but I'll try. I love going out and having fun but on certain days I want to sit in my room and read a good book. I write lyrics on my bad days because music is the only thing that keeps me sane. On my really bad days I let my thoughts go on paper and most of the time it turns out to be a poem. I am single by choice just because I've been hurt too many times before and I am not looking forward to going through the "he said she said"- "its not you its me" drama again. I also refuse to settle for an at least man (you know what I mean at least he has a job or at least he looks good) I want the whole package. I know this may sound cliche but I hate all kinds of drama so I try to stay as far away from it as possible. I'm in college right now getting an education trying to make something of my life (human global development and music double major). 5'7 brown eyes and as you can see in my photos my hair color changes according to my mood. I'm brutally honest and very straight forward so most people think I'm either mean or a %#&@$!, I have a very strong personality and I do not bend over for anyone. Th@s me in a nutshell oh and I'm African (Kenya) so I'm reping that Black pride. Anything else you want to know get at me.

I write poetry on my down days, here is an example of one:

I don't do pretty,

I don't do prissy either,

I could try and be little miss perfect but I am not prone to perfection,

Rough is who I am and rough is the life that I live,

An attempt to be perfect would be an oxymoron compared to what I have to do to survive,

My mascara runs with the tears that I shed for my struggle,

My lip-gloss melts off from the heat of my burning soul,

The tracks in my hair shriveled and twisted in knots from my blood and my sweat,

My skin got rough and scraped while I was trying to become as good as you,

The soles of my feet cracked open from the distance I had to cover to run away from my conscience,

You thought you had problems but I'm going to welcome you to the wonderful world of me,

It's a circus of bright colors shaded with deep hues of pain,

The animals here do not fit in cages they roam free and reign supreme,

They break, bite, kill and destroy,

No wonder my spirit stands in shreds torn to pieces and left to flap in the wind,

Rivers of tears well within,

And my unexpressed pain bears a monster that rears its head and drinks from the pools that my tears from,

The engorged best referees an eternal battle between my conscience and my soul,

Come one come all and watch this freak of nature,

As I tire from the constant warfare and collapse within myself,

The years go by and I collapse even further,

I form a black hole that absorbs the little joy I have around me,

You wonder why I don't smile and let you approach me,

The animals won't let me,

it's too wild inside,

That's why I don't do pretty,

I don't do prissy either,

I could try but I am not prone to perfection.