Greetings and Love!
 FIRST OFF IF YOU ARE NOT HUSBAND MATERIAL IF YOU ARE NOT LOOKING FOR THAT IN YOUR FUTURE MISS ME WITH ALL OF YOUR NONSENSE PLEASE!!!! PLEASE LET ME START MY PAGE BY SAYING THIS....READ THE ENTIRE PAGE IF U COME ASKING ME ANYTHING THAT I HAVE ALREADY STATED ON THIS PAGE YOU WILL BE IGNORED. HERE IS THE MAIN ONE.... I HAVE 5 CHILDREN YES INDEED 5, I AM SINGLE AND DOING IT ON MY OWN, DON'T NEED ANYONE ON BP'S HELP NOW IF THAT DID NOT SCARE YOU AWAY OR MAKE YOU TALK STUPID PLEASE FEEL FREE TO READ ON, HOPEFULLY BY ME PUTTING THIS AT THE BEGINNING OF MY PAGE IT WILL SAVE YOU FROM WASTING YOUR TIME IF NOT INTERESTED AND ME WASTING MY TIME ON SOMEONE WHO IS NOT DESERVING OF IT........ HMMMMM YOUR STILL HERE HUH......WELL THEN ENTER MY HOME ON THIS PLANET.
Greetings and Love!
 I would like to say rest in Peace to my father Allen W. Calahan whom departed this life on 9-6-02 Daddy I love you, thank you for teaching me how to be a real woman. I appreciate, the laughs, the tears and the lessons learned. I miss you, and although the sorrow will remain for a lifetime, I know that you will save me a spot in heaven..Until we meet again, watch over your baby girl.Everyday seems like an eternity that I can not hear your voice, you were TRULY the greatest. I want you to know that NO ONE could ever take your place, thank you for doing what you never had to do.I also want to take the time to say rest in peace to my ex husband, the father of my oldest 3 children, whom departed this life on 3-22-06. I am at a deep loss and so are your children. I have to go on and be a strong woman, but when does the pain stop? You suffered a traumatic death that did NOT have to happen, as for your soul, GOD had the final word. Rest easy now love,I remember all that you taught me, and I thank you, I miss you more it seems with each passing moment, but I will see you in glory.For at this appointed moment I will never say goodbye, but rest in peace, and goodnight.Finally I want to say rest in peace to my biological father who departed this life on July 15th,2007, although you did not raise me, I always loved you always will, I am glad you developed a personal relationship with our heavenly father,YOU MADE IT HOME.
There are some things I need to get off my chest. I will say this and I mean this. For a long time people have been telling me what a true friend is, a true sister or brother is, and for so many years I felt null and void, I feel that in life everyone deserves someone to lean on, as i have gotten older I now see that my only true friend is God and he hasn't failed me yet.
IF I HAVE LEARNED ONE THING IN 2008 IT IS CONTENTMENT, I HAVE LEARNED TO BE HAPPY WITHIN MYSELF AND TO DRAW CLOSER TO MY CHILDREN AND FAMILY, I NOW KNOW WHAT I WANT, AND UNTIL THE LORD BLESSES ME WITH THAT I WILL WAIT AND BE PATIENT..
< There is really no one in life that I would like to give special mention to except my mom. Ms.Barbara Calahan. Mommy thank you for supporting me throughout everything, I appreciate everything that you have done and all that you are continuing to do. Thank you for instilling in me the ways of a real woman, through the ups and the downs you have stuck by me and I love you with my whole heart. You are truely an upstanding christian, a secure and stable friend, and a phenomenal woman. When God allowed you to carry me in your womb, he gave me the best gift ever. So first and foremost Thank God, and second off THANK YOU, FOREVER.
A brief shout out to ONE05(Tromain) ladies go check out his page, thanks for being a father to the kids, although I will never be able to bow down and give in to what you want on your terms, you always have a confidant in me, you know how I feel, you know the hurts and pains, and I hope you find someone more on your level, see sweetie I have experienced life and seen things you could not feel, from that I learned life is to short to play games with people, feelings and emotions are real and you may dog somebody one day and the next day they are gone outta your life forever. I can not say how I may feel soon because of the way things are and have been, but know this, I will always love you with the greatest love of all God's love and I will keep praying for you that you make better choices, my children need a father, my oldest lost theirs, please don't make your girls go through that with your bad decisions...Live and Learn. I do want you to know that vengeance is the Lords and everything you have done and continue to do to his people you will reap.
All being said and done allow me to introduce myself, some call me Mia, some call me B, some Lee Lee, you may refer to me as any of the above or you may call me the first lady. I am a PROUD mom of 5 fantastic children, whom are my world so know that if you plan to seriously persue interest in me either romantically or friendship-wise I AM a package deal. I am 28 years old and I am not looking for a sugar daddy, a daddy for my children or anyone to take care of me.... I N D E P E N D E N T that is not just a song to me, but my lifestyle I have my own place, own vehicle, 2 jobs and I am trying to go somewhere,I have been one of the most highly demanded female bouncers in Milwaukee for the past 10 years, I WORK FOR ME!!!I do what I do, a very manly job, but I manage to take care of us, dedication to yours is when you go out there and get you a hustle to take care of your children see but the difference between me and a lot of people is my hustles are LEGAL , there are ways out here to make it, is it a struggle taking care of 5 financially on my own??? Indeed yes, but I live everyday by the grace of the Lord and that is the only 1 I depend on. I am confident and secure within myself and with my goals. I desire a help meet, I have lived, learned and been patient, I will continue to be, Hard work, determination and FAITH all pay off in the long run..
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Who Am I? The First Lady
Age: 29 with a head full of maturity
Location: 414 Mill town wisconsin, but I rep the 409 Beaumont Texas and the 205 Birmingham Alabama, I am a southern belle and I will be returning south with my family in 08!!
Status:Prepared to carry my grown woman in a potential relationship when blessed with one.
Who I Role With: (This is only work wise) My esteemed brothaz the black knights and the goon squad,we takin over baby
Motto: If I say it, I live it, I breathe it. My word is my lifeline!!
Request For Bp: If you came this far, please let me know you were here, drop me a flower, a note, sign my guestbook or something just don't be a stranger.!
Never Stand Down When You Feel Convicted About Something In Your Soul!
I Love you all on the planet with the greatest love in me, bless your souls..
Within the depths of my soul I cry, cry for a love that rejected me at the peak of growth. My soul crys for me, my children and the broken hearts to be endured. For I feel the darkness, the solitude around me, and my soul crys out for attention. To be departed from that which I've known as life, and to sink into the unknown causes me to weep,weep for self, weep for family,weep for could have beens and never weres. As I look at the beauty of the expansion of my womb I see joy of life and pain of death. For the first time I must travel alone, yet I am never alone because he carries me, but to where and why? As I constantly seek knowledge, I find that which hurts me, and loose sight on what can change the aura around me. I long to love, but in this web of confusion, I remain hidden in the spawns and threads, and surmise that one day,i may, learn to love another.
DESTINY
Like a mighty rushing wind, the passion in my soul burns deep within. A desire to fulfill a destiny to which no promise has been given. There are no guarantees for blindly I step. An abyss of darkness amorously caught in a web. A process of truth no substitute made, a shimmering clearness a removal of haze,for I embrace my calling I step toward the light to be your eternal lover to be your wife.
Are You Sure
I have given you time, patience and understanding, there was no pressure, I was never demanding, I made it "Do what it do" and do it so well. I catered to you, my love as a well. Extenuating circumastances yet I stood as a beast, made sure we had shelter, made sure we would eat, yet I never pressured you, no questions, no doubts, always down for you that`s what I was about. When the temperature rose, I kept it hot in the bed, caressing your mind,while rubbing your head, stepped it up, took you to heavenly abyss, the queen of my castle I had you with one kiss. One fateful day I thought it could not be, could my partner, my soulmate be cheating on me? Things did not add up, intuition was deep, being a woman I could not stay, I had to leave, never thought I`d have to pose this question to you, always thought you were down, thought this was true, in exit what did I say to you I looked in your eyes and said to you ARE YOU SURE, this is what you wanted to do?
