Ok.. So I had The Talk, over the phone with my lover friend, Soon to be not or maybe.. my Man I explained to him that our relationship was becoming a bit much for me He seemed to understand Or did he? I informed him that he and I were possibly on different pages When it came to the stages of our relations. Leaving out that I was madly in love with his tall, fine azz To the point of outrageousness For his lovin is contagious. Is this goodbye? He made it clear that he really liked me, And cared for me, Enjoyed my conversation, and my company. He said no one would be able to play the games we loved to play- So erotically and nastily- Fulfilling each others fantasies. Ooh I m so in love with him! This is a travesty! Is this goodbye? Suddenly I snap out of my daze attributed by his alluring gaze as he says Are we going to have goodbye sex? I couldn't believe these words were coming out of his mouth.. due to the nature of the conversation.. But I wanted to scream out..mothafukka!!!! YES!!! But instead we went back and forth with why we shouldn't because it would never work, And end up being a bigger mess. Then he said if we woulda got it in at the concert. He woulda had me for at least another 5 or 6 months no less But his guess is as good as mine So I laugh, he laughs, we laugh And all the while during the convo, I'm getting my clothes on to go to his house with my slick azz Is this goodbye? As soon as I get there, he lies me on the bed, takes my clothes off, spreads my legs Places pillows under my head Applied some lotion to my inner thighs as he stared into my eyes And continued pursuing my body with his SENSUAL massage, Finally, I couldn't take it no more Because his masculine tip was right there at my feminine door Slowly he enters Slow and on some extra shet.. Stuff we ve never done before.. He was about to represent A lot of 4-play.. and when it was over, He laid me down and put his arms around my shoulders I was bent I knew I needed to go home that minute But as I tried He pulled me back down with his strong grip in an instant I wanted to cry He put the covers over me and basically tried to make me fall asleep. He held me CLOSE all night, as though my love he was trying to keep Is this goodbye? The next morning he kissed me wherever flesh was exposed He hugged me tightly like he didn't want to ever let me go When I finally arose He practically jumped outta the bed He know he loves me and right then it showed Cause he almost tripped and bumped his head WHAT DA HAYLE DOES THIS MEAN? Was it really goodbye sex? Or just a dream Am I supposed to play the game and wait for him to call me? Or do I call him again with the same casual conversation as before? But see If I do that then, we have to Talk about Last night DAAAMN Is this goodbye?
