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 MyHotComments  MyHotComments What's up BP...welcome to my page. Thanks for coming by a showing this Maryland girl some love!!!! A little about me.....32, 5`7", single, no kids, living in Columbia, MD. Just passing through BP to meet some new people and have a little fun. Well I guess the BP name says a lot... yeah I'm bi-sexual, but I very rarely mixed the two at the same time. I truly find love in relationships with men and women.. and don't prefer to mixed the two at the same time... or at least not when I'm really serious about an individual. So I've really going thru some things with my heart lately....honestly, someone has my mind and emotions in such a flux that I'm not even sure of what I want or need lately. But with all things...sometimes life throws you a "interception" and you aren't quite sure where things will end up. Though that someone special really touched my heart in a way like no other... we aren't together... and that is truly the reality of the situation. I love him dearly...but I can't change the way things are between us at this moment..because I didnt choose this path for us... he chose it for himself.... I know my heart... it beats for him... I know the path that I want to travel with him... there are no questions or doubts...I'm definitely secure in my choice of path to follow.... just wish my soulmate was ready to walk it with me!!!  MyHotComments Love is a %#^$*... Without love you can't move forward pass the pain left by another. In order to truly be able to be loved and love someone completely, I think you have to know what you value within yourself FIRST so that you can realize the value that someone else has to share with you. If your heart remains in the past, by past loves, past experiences... it prohibits you to GROW.. or even being capable of seeing of your own potential for growth. Searching in the past... will leave you the same outcome that you had in the past... you have to choose to let the past go... so that you can move forward... with your future... otherwise you have the same outcome that you had before... NOTHING. So at the end of it all... when you finally wake up and realize that the person you needed the most... has always been right there by your side.. .through thick and thin... through good and bad... through tears and joy... will you really step up to plate and be the person that you need to be to bridge that path for a future together? or will you hide in the shadows of your past? THE REAL QUESTION SHOULD BE WHETHER YOUR FUTURE WILL STILL BE THERE WAITING FOR YOU? OR HAS SHE FOUND SOMETHING THAT'S WORTH THE VALUE OF TAKING A CHANCE ON THAT YOU COULD NEVER GIVE HER!!!!!! "Like steel, relationships are often tested by fire. Hot passionate arguments and searing situations that make you want to leave. But Like steel, be hardened to the test of time and endure. The reward, indestrustable love that last forever." ~ tenderlvr BP  MyHotComments XOXOXOX
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