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Whats up BP My name's Luther I live in "THE BAY" I have two very beautiful kids my son Amare and my daugther Zanaiya. Few things about me I'm a changed man or at least I would like to think so. I'm working to b a more patient more loving indivual just a better person all around espespecially a better father. While we go thru or daily ups and downs in our lives lets not forget about love, friends, family, each other we get so caught up in our own lives that we forget about people who r not right in your faces or not a part of your lives. May the Lord Bless us all.

Deep thoughts

TRUE LOVE Is not how you forgive but how you forget

Not what you see, but what you feel

Not how you listen, but how you understand

Not how you let go, but how you hold on!!!

Sometimes we put up walls not to push people away but to see who cares enough to break them down.

Loves Pain

Pleasure turns to PAIN of the lessons learned from the strain

Of the questions burned in my brain

About whether love is humane in its touch

These thoughts are like salmon swimming upstea

In the tears of your deceit

Fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created

By the chaos of our intertwined emotions

Chaotic because the anchor of Eros' Arrow

Has been plucked from the vessel Of my undying infatuation

Separation not as simple as the distance between us

My mind no longer possessed by the demons of time

That had been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies

The seeds of these lies Rooted so deeply

They've cracked the very foundation Of what we once shared

Allowing the Faith in us I had sealed inside to gush out like a river

Ripping the image of our future together From my thoughts

As violently and as brutally as if it were a child being taken from its Mother's arms

I'm left surrounded in darkness but I refused to be swallowed by it

My Loneliness like the night air Invisible to the eye, obvious to the touch

In its cold uncomfortableness yet if I could do it all over again

I'd do it in the same skin I'm in

To lay down and let love Die

Just stay down and let love Lie

NAW, NAW not I

I'll stay round and let love fly

Even though I've seen its darkest form, Deceit

Nothing else could taste this warm or feel this sweet

Dreams

Dreams are what we want to be or do in life

Work is how we accomplise those Dreams

Chilvary