blackbeauty75

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"More Than"

I am more than my alluring eyes
I am more than the slimness of my waist, or the thickness of my thighs. I am more than the curves of my hips,
or the fullness of my lips,

I am more than the physical that you see.
beauty fades in time and all that`s left is the inner me.
I want to be more, I strive to be more, and choose to be more.
Than just another pretty face.

Go deeper, dig deeper, and my beauty becomes more brilliant.
More wiser, more spiritual, more soulful, more maternal, more loving, more giving, more willing to grow in love and life.

Dig some more..
More funny, more kind, more ambitious, and more strength that only a black woman can give. More pain, more pleasure, more love, more..and MORE. It`s neverending.

Beauty is skin deep and ugly is to the bone. So dig deeper than the physical, deeper than the mental, my beauty runs right to the soul.

"THE Journey


Last night I almost died I thought of everything I've done wrong everytime I lied I thought of all the things I've been through all the times I've cried,

I realized what was important and what was real I realized who was for me and who wasn't the real deal. I never knew all the people I touched just by being me Until I was sick in the hospital and they came to rescue me.

I lost my car, my home, most my clothes, I had two strokes and a brain disease, When I woke up from it, I knew the life I was living wasn't for me.

Like God said in the bible don't look back I never have seen things so clearly in my life and that is a fact.

I have a feeling everything is going to be alright. I long time ago I learned how to fight. I'm not afraid as I go forward because this time god is walking with me. He carried me in that hospital when I didn't have the strength in me. I know god loves me because he pulled me out of a situation in which I could not see.

I lost alot of material things but I didn't lose my soul. For the first time in a long time I finally feel whole. Thanks be to god that I'm standing here, with no fear. Looking towards the future because I'm a walking miracle. When God's got your back how could you have fear in you.

As I finally walk into the destiny that has been ordained for me. Since I was a little girl, I knew what god had for me. But I tried to fight it, I tried to hide it. But somehow I always knew I had to face it.

So those who had there hand in this I don't hate. It had to come to pass and I just appreciate it. Now I celebrate because god loved me so much that he wouldn't let me settle. Wouldn't let me compromise. He gave me a choice to either live for him or die. I chose to live.

So I'm happy, I have god's favor, his healing hand that's something that can't be done by any man.

As I go forward, I have my mind, my heart, my life, my kids, my god, and my courage to do it all again.

My friends and family know I'm the start over queen. I will build it up from the ground and start all over again. I've always been a fighter and I don't give up easily. For those who know me, know my heart. I'm not hardened but enlightened by this experience. I feel completely renewed.

So rejoice for me, because I'm rejoicing now. I'm happy now, I have a new mind, new wind, a new spirit, and a renew heart.

People who have saw me since this experience are shocked how good I look. Once I tell them what has happened to me. They tell me I look like the young nikki. This experience has taken years off of me and pounds too. I'm finally happy and feeling at peace. There is a reason for everything.

Love and Peace Yall

P.S. Like my friend said we serve a turn around God.

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