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First off I wanna give an ear piercing ZZZZZZZZZZZ-PHIII to all my sorors and a thunderous BLUUUUUUUUU PHIII to my frat. I am a proud member of ZETA PHI BETA Sorority Inc. "THE EPITOME OF FINER WOMANHOOD"



SPR 04 BLU EQUATION

#2 "The Solution"




*****ZZZZZ-PHIIIII SOOOO SWEEET******

NOW THAT I GOT MY BLU/WHITE LUV OUTTA THE WAY... I GIVE LUV TO ALL OTHER GREEK FRATERNITIES AND SORORITIES OUT THERE DOING THEIR THING..***GREEK UNITY****


Here are a few poems that I`ve written; they were therapy after the breakup, hope you enjoy...

"INNER PEACE"

For awhile I was confused about what love was to me.

I was under the impression that it meant sacrificing what was important to me.

Lowering my standards to those around me,becoming involved in things that didnt concern me.

You see love had somehow established a pattern for me,it seemed to foretell my destiny.

This person that would love me unconditionally that would console all of my insecurities..

Someone who would love me simply for being me...

After searching far& wide it appeared to me, this person that I was in search of had always been with me..

They`d supported me when everyone else shot me down..So there it was as plain to see that the love I longed for.. was inside of me


"WHY"

WHY I FELL IN LOVE WITH U STILL REMAINS AN UNSOLVED MYSTERY,

AS IF SOME MYSTIC FORCE DRAWS U NEAR TO ME....
I`VE ALWAYS WONDERED WHAT OUR RELATIONSHIP WOULD EVOLVE TO BE..

YOUR VERY EXISTENCE STRENGTHENED ME WITHE THE FALSE PRETENSE OF WHAT LOV SHOULD BE..

EVEN WITH THE UNDERSTANDING OF OUR DIFFERENT LIFESTYLES MY HEART FEELS AS THOUGH ITS BEEN DRAGGED THOUSANDS OF MILES..
THE UNBEARABLE THING IS KNOWING THAT I LOVED SOMEONE THAT I COULD NOT HAVE..

EVERYTIME U LEFT U TOOK AN UNREPLACEABLE PART OF ME AND WHAT HURT EVEN MORE IS THAT U WERE EVERYTHING I PRECIEVED THE MAN OF MY DREAMS TO BE

IF ONLY U COULD PEEP INTO MY SOUL, YOU`LL FIND WHAT WAS WARM HAS NOW TURNED COLD..

REALIZING WE WEREN`T MEANT TO BE...SELFISHLY, I`LL CONTINUE TO CARRY A PIECE OF YOU WITH ME...

INSIDE MY HEART FOREVER U WILL BE


"TRIFLIN FRIEND"

FROM A DISTANCE U APPEARED TO BE SOMETHING U WEREN`T...
U LAUGHED, TALKED,VISITED AND INQUIRED ABOUT ME// WHEN U KNEW ALL ALONG U AINT GIVE A FUK ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS..

BITCH U WERE THE IMPETIMY OF BETRAYAL SILENTLY, CONVINCINGLY U WORKED YOUR WAY INSIDE A PART OF ME..

A PART THAT U KNEW I LOVED AND CHERISED UNCONDITIONALLY..

THEN U LAUGHED AT AND TAUNTED ME, NOT REALIZING THAT WITH ME IS WHERE HE REALLY WANTED TO BE..

SO AFTER ALL THE SNICKERING/BACKSTABBING/POINTI NG ALL I CAN SAY IS "THANK U"

THANK U FOR WAKING A LOVE TRAPPED INSIDE OF ME

THANK U FOR OPENING MY EYES TO UNSURPASSED REALITY

BITCH YOUR INSECURITIES OPENED UP A NEW REALM OF POSSIBILITY FOR ME

... OH YEAH I ALMOST FORGOT...THANK U FOR RUNNING HIM BACK TO ME!!!


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