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 Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com MY PAGE IS UNDER CONTSTRUCTION UNTIL I CAN GET MYSELF BACK TOGETHER!!!!!! FEEL FREE TO SEND NOTES OR CALL!!!!! MY BABY WAS BORN Aug 16th 2006 HE PASSED AUG 16th 2006 !Shabazz J. Owens Jr.! My son was taken away from me the same da y I gave birth to him...So all question regarding him or me please feel free to call me or send notes...Regarding his funeral and other events that will be carried please feel free to call or send a note....Other than that please enjoy the pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^Prayer of Everyday!^ Before I relieve myself to telling you all anything I would like to say Thank GOD for waking me up this morning and starting me on everyday. Blessing and guiding me all through your way! AMEN _Quotes for today_ *You cant lead the horse to the water... and make him drink......* * Do for yourself first..Select the things you need... Do for others...Select the things you want.... *Love is a hard thing to get rid of although it is very easy to make..Sometimes when you know you in love you have to believe in yourself and figure out if this is the real relationship you want to be in.. I love this man but if you know that he loves you but isnt puttin enough effort in then why stay in the love triangle.... A little about me: I love life, I havent met alot of people that think that life is incredible but I know i surley believe that I was brought upon this world to be and become a better person. To make a difference in someones life and for someone to make a big difference in mine. I believe that I was shown to be a great person so God gave me another life to take care of my son. Life doesnt come on a silver platter nor do it come on gold...so for those who think that it do please realize that you were put on earth for a purpose. _* I am currently 7 months pregnant ready to give birth to an incredible babyboy by the name of Shabazz J. Owens born upon Sep. 1st. _* I am currently going to a Technical College for my HSED and Cosmetology so therefore I am street smart and educatinal wise. _* I am ina realtionship by far had been the most beautiful thing to me. My futre husband Shabazz has changed me to be the beautiful person I am now today. My likes: _God Almighty -Honest people: If your honest what can be more good to a realtionship, friendship, or any type of communication. _Grateful people: People that think that god gave them something for a reason is true so believe it. -Openminded people: Speak your mind but also think before you speak the wrong sentence can make somone very upset.  My dislikes: -Followers: Be your own leader, you shall follow no one but the lords path. _Phony: You dont have to lie to kick it be yourself. -Liars: Telling lies get you in trouble just remember they come back 3x fold. What I look for in a friend: *Honesty *Humor *Kick it partner *_Someone that can give me advice just as well take advice! *_Someone that can show a postive image in life and not a negative one! My feats. *5'4- Still growing *Brown eyes *Black shoulder length hair *Thick thighs and hips *Bright smile and full lips (T_H_A_N_K_I_N_G*G_O_D) Dear God, Please lord lead me in the right direction to create my son to be the best person he know he can be..I believe in you lord and I also know alot of others do as well and you I know you have alot of people you want to help, and need to help lord. lives are passing through your gates like water runnin from a fountain..lord I know you believe me as much I belive in your lord just give me the strength to stand my ground and make a better person and make me the person you created me to be... Love always, Your daughter, Audrey Woods The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! What is your favorite.. gum: Juicy restaurant: Victorias drink: pepsi season: summer type of weather: hot emotion: gunned up thing to do on a half day: work late-night activity: computer sport: football city: chitown store: victoria secert When was the last time you.. cried: on the bus yesterday played a sport: yesterday laughed: in a long time hugged someone: dont remember when kissed someone: yesterday felt depressed: everyday felt elated: dont know felt overworked: everyday faked sick: today lied: yesterday What was the last.. word you said: Im done fukking with bois thing you ate: nothing song you listened to: walk it out thing you drank: Ocean spray place you went to: Aysia house movie you saw: final destination movie you rented: dont know concert you attended: Usher Who was the last person you.. hugged: why hug people anyway cried over: My son who died kissed: my ex shabazz danced with: moody shared a secret with: aysia had a sleepover with: old friends called: my cuzzin nate went to a movie with: i dont even kno the last time I went saw: dont know were angry with: shabazz couldn`t take your eyes off of: chris brown obsessed over: my son Have you ever.. danced in the rain: never kissed someone: yes done : yes i smoke weed drank alcohol: yes slept around: hell nah partied `til the sun came up: hell yea had a movie marathon: yes gone too far on a dare: no spun until you were immen *_Rights and Responsiblities_* *Right now Im hoping to raise my child to the fullest ability.. Im creating more things for Himr to do in this world when he is born...I want my sonto grow up and learn respect is the Key to Success around this world and that things dont come your way unless your grind for it.... *My Right is to do things for my son and become more of a friend and mother to my son at the same time.....  My son was taken away from me the same da y I gave birth to him...So all question regarding him or me please feel free to call me or send notes...Regarding his funeral and other events that will be carried please feel free to call or send a note....Other than that please enjoy the pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (*M_Y*S_O_N*) Shabazz Jr. Dear Son, The lord has taken you from me to make me accomplish all my goals...I love you alot though you arent with my physically..but you are with me in spirit..The love of you have given me more strength then I can handle..I love you so much that you arent struggling physically or mentally no more..I love the life you are now and I love how you come and visit me through my times of need.. What a man is supposed to be: -Honest (Dont bite your toungue) -Trustworthy (Love is the Key) -Respectful (Be thankful) -Creative (Surprise me sometime) -Romantic (Can I get some rose peddles) -Sexual (Give me Tricks&Treats in Bed) -Someone that can run his hands through your hair down your spine and still make you quiver. -Someone that can grab them hips while he`s making love and make you stutter before even opening your mouth. -Someone that can make your heart skip a beat without you knowing. And the list goes on..... Other than that Im looking for just friends.... If you are reading this,and interested,you can either send me a note or hit me up @ Sweetfizzlady@yahoo.com or Black_Beauty_One1@yahoo.com (*P_O_E_M 1*) The enjoyment The enjoyment of having another life inside you is so exciting, you preparing to be a mother and have whatever your child needs, waiting to find out what the gender is and gettting the clothes prepared, Making sure everything is there, the 5 fingers, 5 toes, 2 ears, 2eyes, 2 lips,1nose full figured bpdy. The life you have created has just been made and it takes you as a parent to take care of that child. Let life fly pass unitl that baby is in your hands then you know its to stick, How can you love something so much wiithout even seeing it. (*P_O_E_M 2*) Heaven's Gift to us Through years of waiting, hoping, praying, God granted our gift of love. Through months of charts and endless nights of trying, God sent you from above. How many nights I lay there Your father close beside me, Our hearts joined together in the simple prayer That God would let you be. We love you so much, our child, For the miracle you are. We wished for you for so long, Till God sent you from afar. You are the proof of our love, your father and I, And of God's love for us. The child we were told we couldn't have. God's Blessing. A gift in love and trust. ?Haters and Mistress? I aint messing around no more Im too grown to be on here chit chattin wit little a$$ females and dudes.. I got to much on me to be wasting my time... ?Haters and Mistress?
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