The poem below was written not about a certain moment with someone but rather a way to reach out to myself honestly about what I want when making love. Most men do not take the time for benevolence, let alone being observant to a womans body. I hope you all enjoy ;)

The intensity of your body so close to mine
The feel of your touch is so divine
The carnal knowlege of both our souls
Feels so complete, makes me feel so whole
Your unselfish loyalty, your benevolent... (continue reading)

As I finished writing my very first blog on BP just this morning (Love Lost??) It inspired me to keep going and pull out my personal journal of short stories and spoken word (poetry) and decided to see what else I had written in the past that pertained directly to my first post.

In my search I found one called Infidelity, which you will read below- but before reading that- I should explain that I wrote this poem back in October of 02- way before I became a woman scorned, so to speak... (continue reading)

Today as I awoke and was greatful for yet another day on this beautiful planet I realized the piece of the puzzle still missing in my life - was love. To be honest, how could it be missing- If I am the one who set it aside and put it in its hiding place in the first place. I choose to put my heart at the very farthest point of my being so that no one can reach and now I sit here and wonder if the decision to do so was the right one to make. Being hurt by a signifigant other can be so damaging... (continue reading)