born2speaktruth

As I sit here in this room I think I think about the beginning of my life I think about when I was younger and wore clothes from the good will store I think about the fears I over came and the years it took to do it I think about the love and the hate I think about people who entered and left my life When I think I remember pain I remember joy I remember the song about the rain I wanna go outside in the rain I think about what it took to get where I am I think too much About stuff About tomorrow About yesterday and today I try to think ahead But I am quickly reminded that the lord is in control of that vision I think about you Sometimes I think about myself Then I start to think deeper Within the depths of my soul which moves me to another level of thinking And in this life I think It should be simple Like adding bleach to clean your white clothes or removing the toast from the toaster I think love should resemble a color Like red yellow or green Or anything in between I think energy should be a thought Moving towards a purpose I think in the mist of life we should always think! Thank And LOVE!

As I emerged from the ground coming up from the depths of life

I smiled

I cried

And I gave thanks to God

My conception was out of hate and fear

Destroyed a woman

Created a child

And hid a crime

Love can come from all places

Through all faces

Shades

Tones

And structures

I was loved for my existence

Not the creation of life

Seen as different

From others of my time

But blended to the rhythms of my soul

I was never told the true identity of this man

But it was never as important as the life I breathe

Love comes from places

Unseen and untold

I am bold in my ways

Fully developed by my experiences

Killing the curse of shame

Recreating my name

In the presence of the lord

And that is why

I

Am

Here

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Can never tell you: A poem for the man I love!

Can I have you

As my man

Let me write this down cause I could never ask you from my lips

Only kiss you

I love you but could never tell you

Unless you told me first

So if you never tell me

We will never know

I believe that you are single

But not

Available

Still holding on

Can I break the bond

To create a new one

I love you and need you and

can only write it down

cause I could never tell you

unless you told me first.

When I first saw your face again

I wanted to tell you I love you...but

Froze

Your touches were so warm

My skin began sweating from the heat

I looked you up and down

from your head to your feet

You came closer to kiss me

Your cologne was so sweet

My head felt light

I was ready for you that night

As you put your arms around me

I felt so secure

So loved

We kissed

And

Kissed

And kissed

Until I said I love you...Damn

You replied...I love you...first!

copyrights 2006

You knocked on my bedroom window late at night!

Expecting to get in "right"

But I was never good enough to meet your friends

You pulled up to my house honking your horn

Expecting me to come out and get in, "right"

But I was never good enough to meet your parents

You called me when you were hungry for my affection, "right"

But I was not good enough to take out to dinner

You thought I was a winner

But I was a sinner

Down for the pleasure I was giving

Craving every inch that was up in me

But I was never good enough for you to claim me... as yours

Years passed and you were still coming and

I was still giving

Remove my skin cause it is of no use

I love abuse

Cause I was never good enough

And I knew it!

Copyrights 2007