I am exactly and unapologetically who I am. If I disagreed with you in a forum (and that's why you're reading my page now) trust that it's not a personal beef with you. It's not a desire to start drama. There's a good chance you were offended by something I said to you. Maybe it was intentional and you just need to suck it up and move on. Perhaps it was unintentional and you just took exception to my 'tone'. Either way, I'm not here to blow sunshine up your hind parts, cater to your vanity, bend to your opinion or censor my thought process to suit your delicate sensibilities. Do forgive.
I'm not here to meet men (or women inclined towards women!!!), I don't want the 'hook-up' a one night stand, a light flirtation or anything that can even be remotely construed as such. Some of you seem to be laboring under the mistaken belief that Black Planet is here solely for the purposes of serving the needs of your degenerate sex life. It's not.
*****WARNING*****
Take a minute to read what you write to me. If it sounds like Brah man fra fouf flo wrote it DO NOT HIT SEND (the same applies if you are too young to know who I`m talking about)
**The best gifts to give a loved one, are the ones that they have had all along and didn`t realize it......things that are not tangible, yet, you can somehow feel them***
- Joy_Ryde (much luv)
**INTEGRITY IS NOT A CAR FROM ACURA**
- J. Edwards
**RESPECT IS GIVEN TO THE EXACT DEGREE IT IS RECEIVED**
- J. Edwards
**THE BUSH MENSTRATION. FROM NOW ON THAT`S WHAT WE WILL CALL THIS POLITICAL "PERIOD" IN OUR LIVES**
- Mitch924
**People want to love the person they will spend the rest of their lives with but they never realize that the only person they HAVE to spend the rest of their lives with is themselves. Like who you are.**
- J. Edwards
**People demand freedom of speech as a compensation for the freedom of thought which they seldom use.**
- Soren Kierkegaard
**Hating is just a twisted form of worship, so while you're on your knees, do remember to kiss my a$$**
- J Edwards
**Come lay your head on my breast and let me rock you to sleep within the cradle of my thighs**
- J Edwards
Why should I love God? He strung up his only son like a side of veal. I shudder to think what he'd do to me.
-Marquis de Sade
In order to know virtue, we must acquaint ourselves with vice. Only then can we know the true measure of a man.
- Marquis de Sade
In The Depths of Solitude
i exist in the depths of solitude
pondering my true goal
trying 2 find peace of mind
and still preserve my soul
constantly yearning 2 be accepted
and from all receive respect
never comprising but sometimes risky
and that is my only regret
a young heart with an old soul
how can there be peace
how can i be in the depths of solitude
when there r 2 inside of me
this duo within me causes
the perfect oppurtunity
2 learn and live twice as fast
as those who accept simplicity
- Tupac Amaru Shakur
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I am Gemini
Consistently Random
Confidently Insecure
Ignorantly Intellectual
Deeply Shallow
Passively Agressive
Quietly Bold
Wickedly Blessed
Celestial Amore
I've loved you since our connection
Gave birth to the Earth.
Long before there was a history recorded
And deceptions rewarded,
There was Us.
They now call you God, claiming Adam
Was made in your image.
My spirit was relegated to Eve and the oft
Forgotten, Lilith.
Misguided Genus
All of the love we poured into
creating Creation
They give their praise in
False adulation & religious prostration.
My third eye rains tears of stardust
Our humanity is so far removed from Us.
We gave our children diversity
Now they preach uniformity
All the beauty and nature we fashioned,
Treasures left for them to reveal.
The tools and intellect to live off the Earth
And also to help it heal.
A balanced wheel.
Now we walk among them
Our bond still surpassing their reality
Our senses assaulted by their selfish ways
And thoughtless brutality.
Counterfeit morality.
My soul aches to see our World
Torn by the havoc they have wrought
All of our Love and devotion
Given to them for naught
Some would rather send their thanks
To their rather fickle 'creator'
Who if taken to flesh would be recognized
As a rather harsh dictator.
They maligned our gift
And their fate is their own
Greed, war, strife, egotism & power lust,
Are the seeds that they have sown.
Too late to bemoan.
When our earthly life is over
And our spirits ascend once more
We'll wrap our love around us
And leave them to their war.
-J Edwards
03.12.08
Phallic Asphyxiation
I wrap my lips
Around the tip
Of my expectations
Find my grip
Around your hips
To taste my motivation
I feel the strength
Behind the length
Of your qualifications
The touch of my tongue
Has slowly begun
It's own communications
I close my eyes
As you realize
The depth of my revelations
Wet from the taste
Of your haste
And subtle Gyrations
Have Patience!
Your hands pull my hair
And you're almost there
Under my ministrations
The primal noises your making
Have me forsaking
My own exclamations
Caressing my throat
As I willingly choke
With admiration
Love slides down my chin
And blesses my skin
With fluid consecrations
You touch my cheek
With no need to speak
To the scent of pink carnations
JEE
07.03.07
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Roots
I fell in Love with you
Again in a flood
To the sound of African drums
In my blood
Your heat skimmed across
The senses of my soul
Filling my veins
Calling me out, bold.
Deep within me
You give me
That rhythm that moves
My hips
My lips
My fingertips
You are the kiss
At the base of my spine
That curves my back
Accentuates my behind
Your essence is thick
Flowing through me
Changing nuances
No one else can see
Deep within me
You give me
That rhythm that moves
My hips
My lips
My fingertips
You lay pressed deep
Down in my sex
Prideful, Dutiful, Beautiful
Primitive and Complex
Going beyond just
Appreciation of parentage
Open your soul and
Make Love to your heritage
Deep within me
You give me
That rhythm that moves
My hips
My lips
My fingertips
JEE
7.1.07
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Oh you men.
You men.
You men.
Staring me down when I come around you.
As though my hips were made for your viewing.
My breasts??..an open invitation to your eyes.
Should my sexuality be spent on you?
Or you?
Or you?
No.
Because my Sex-you-ality is
The root of my being,
The core of my nature.
Revealed only to those whom have earned THAT right.
I know. YOU believe yourself worthy.
YOU who would dip your lips in the well of my Woman,
Without knowing my Mind.
YOU, who would wrap your lips around my breast,
To please...
only yourself.
YOU, who would seek to touch my body,
Without leaving a print on my Soul.
No.
J. Edwards
08.03.06
The last picture is of a friend I grew up with. He was murdered at the age of 25. He left behind 5 children and outlived 2. It`s been 3 years and I still miss him every single day.
Danuel L. Mendes
04.77- 12.02
You took a part of my heart with you
but you filled it in with memories. I love You.
