brizzles_baby HIT UP THE GUESTBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - October 18, 2009 add/view comments (0)

Recommend this profile to your Facebook friends.

Hey... this is yah gurl checkin out tha bp view & doin what I do best! Takin care of my kids and myself is my #1 priority! I love them with ALL of my heart!!!!!!!!!! As U see that they are the LOVE/MEN in my life right now and we don't NEED any offers!!!!! With my 1st child I had begun a lot of things to start with at a yung age! I got pregnant and still wasn't a high school grad! I was 3 months when I actually went to see the doc thru situations that I went thru throughout my life! I was sure that I was gonna have a a baby but, I wasn't exactly sure! I was SO SICK THAT I COULDN'T EVEN EAT A CRACKER! My prenatal vitamins didn't do the trick at ALL! They just made me MORE sick! I was with the father of my child for 2 years then we had a baby! It was the at that time the "MOST CRUCIAL" time in my life! Had learned so much in 5 months! Mostly, maturity a lesson in life most people will never understand! That was the "PEAK" of my life! Arguments between my mother and relationships with friends disappeared! Rumors of jealousy started! I was going "CRAZY!" Something I have NEVER wanted to experience! Then, one day I go into labor! I didn't know what contractions were but, GOD knew that I had to go to the hospital! SOON! But, I was ignorant to him and stayed home! I went into the hospital finally about 10:30pm. I had been in labor then 16 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All together 36!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was 4 cm! The world had never seemed so small in my life b4!!!!!! When, I was 18 I had a BEAUTIFUL son and he was preemie! He weighed 1 lb. & 11oz. He was VERY fragile and he had a lot of problems! But, he stuck through it like a soldier! Made it thru ALL of his             obstacles gracefully! He taught me A LOT!!!! He's my background!!!!!!! He stayed at Children's for a VERY LONG TIME! 5 months he was there and I shed tears through ALL the GOOD and BAD! HE'S my lil "MIRACLE!" He's smart and VERY LOVEABLE! Time went by ever so FAST! His first b-day came That's the pic with me and him! Then, I became pregnant with my 2nd son AYDIEN! I was very emotional with him! He made me real sick also! I thought that he was gonna be a breeze! got a cerclage with him! A cerclage is a procedure done to keep from havin premature children. I had to get a spinal (like an epidural but not quite the same!) It only numbed half of my body! so I felt what the doctor was doing! I panic and then they put me to sleep! Going under is NO JOKE! SCARY!!!!!!!! But, I pulled through and it was fine UNTIL... I went in for a routined ultrasound one- week prior to delivery! They say that my baby boy has an A.V.M. (arterior- valmenerious malformation) it occurs in One Out of almost 1,000,000 people! What are the chances! His arteries and veins are tied into a knot! Usually they are strait! Well in his condition they are causing a problem where you don't know if he could have hydrosyphalis- fluid on the brain or mental retarted! So, I FREAKED out at the docs office!!!!!!! I couldn't believe something that small could be so big!!! I went into labor and man, did I ever hurt so bad! They had to cut my stitches while I was contracting!!!!! Then, after being in labor 27 hours I had an epidural! He came went to CHILDREN'S also and was only there 2 weeks! He had two coiling procedures done to his head where they blocked off 2 of the biggest arteries that caused his heart to enlarge! AFTER ALL that PRAYIN and BELIEVING I became a woman! It brought the SUPERWOMAN out of me!!!! He's great now!!!! I love them SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! Hit up my guestbook to tell my what you think! Its my 3rd pregnancy and everything couldnt have went better until...

God Rest his lil soul and I love you with all of my heart and soul I will miss you always and i am here always! PRaying that we will be together again!!!!!!!!! 5.8 grams 6 months into my pregnancy and this happensWOW can it get any worst! But God has him and I bury him in JUNE!

Rate My Photo

    R.I.P. GRANDMA U WILL BE IN OUR HEARTS AND THOUGHTS FOREVER.. YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MISSED!!!!