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Member Since:

October 08, 2001
Sex:

Male
Dating Preference:

Female
Age:

38
Relationship Status:

Single
Last Login:
Education:

Bachelor's Degree
Primary Job:

Healthcare - Laboratory/Pathology Services
Location:

New Orleans, LA
Race:

Black
Zodiac:

Taurus

personal message

WELCOME

You have reached the place where I dwell. Relax and enjoy a few of my creations. Let me know what you think.

Loving you

Means many things to me It means knowing I have someone To rely on and confide in And trust, It means knowing I have someone Who ll share in my laughter, my cares, Disappointments, and dreams I never thought that I would ever feel This way about another

But mostly loving you means That I will always havesomething To be happy about I will always have Someone I cherish Because as long as I know I have you to love, The world looks A whole lot better to me.

Before you go let me know what you think and hit my Guest book with some love, wonderful thoughts and inspiration.

Something I wrote in a moment of despair.

Lonely Man
Lonely man on the beach,

watching couples passing by.

Questioning life and love,

And still wondering why...

Watching Two old friends,

They ve known each other years.

Why haven`t they until now,

Talked about their fears?

Watching lovers as they

Relaxing on the shore.

Although each is happy now

Someday they`ll all want more.

A newlywed couple,

Walking close in the sand.

Discussing their future,

Each walking hand in hand.

Lonely man watching all

From his point of view

Wishing he could be part of that couple,

Wishing he could be one of the two.

Watching old folks stroll,

And enjoy the weather.

Cherishing their companionship,

As long as they have been together.

A large family reunion.

Small children running around.

Daddy rushes to his daughter,

Crying on the ground.

Lonely man watching

All this wonderful love,

And wonders why he is lonely,

Has no one to show love.

But for his pain

There is no end.

No on is there

Tosharefeelings within

So now he contemplates

And begins to despair

Cause there is no one to comfort

No love to share.

A lonely man turns around,

Leaving them on the beach.

Laughing, love, and happiness,

They are beyond his reach.

~~Next Step~~~~Next Step~~
<valign=middle> ? Next Step Could it be true? Could another person, one who desires companionship as much as I find me in sucha tumultuous time? I only know the feelings I receive, the draw that I feel every time I think if its true. The joy and elation that courses through my body every time I want to touch you. But why must you continue to travel with another? Can`t you feel the emotions the longing, from the smooth brother? Is not the intensity conveyed every time you look at me? Or is it only my ongoing delusions, a fantasy that I created just to keep my sanity. I only know what I feel, what I desire, what I wish. I wish to touch your hand, caress your face, to feel your soft fingers. Can our faces draw closer, our hands intertwine? Why not have our lips draw near, and dispel the illusion? Don`tyou wish tocombine, as only true loves can, in that special way, that transcends all reality, all pleasure, all fantasy and achieves the most desired goal: completion But alas, I find again I was wrong. Once again she is afraid. To often others are to scared to take the next step. Seclusion in their own small worlds is to comforting to risk against unbearable pain, unspeakable torment, and devastating atrocities. Yet, I always risk all that I have, all that I will be, and all that I am, just on the hope that someone else will take the next step with me.
Next Step

Dark and Lonely Nights

Lonely nights I spend,

wanting to hold you close.

I wish for you everyday,

at night, hurting the most.

How I wish we weretogether,

lying near and holding tight,

After such a long hard day,

I want to see you everynight.

Oh, how I would so much prefer,

to hold hands, our fingers intertwined,

Instead of longing for you every night,

in my bed, you Icannot find.

To be able to runmy fingers,

through yourlovely long dark hair!

Everyday my hopes, prayers, andwishes,

are to meet withyou there!

Or to gaze so longingly,

into your lovely deep brown eyes,

and to loose my soul to them,

absorbing me, I`m mesmerized.

To feel your soft skin,

under the covers keeping us warm,

Oh how I miss you being sonear,

I can`t wait to accept you as the norm.

To watch you walk in the room,

wearing panties and a black gown too.

I smile even now remembering,

how much I am in love with you.

I love you so much it hurts,

especially when I can`t have you near.

And the nights are spent very lonely,

as I wish for your breathing to hear.

Sometimes I wake up late at night,

and reach out in my sleep to hold you.

Then I remember that you aren`t there,

and crying when I cannot find you.

The days I don`t mind as much,

everyone hustles me along.

But dark and lonely nights I spend,

listening to sad love songs.

So I gather my strength together,

and hold onto one bright fact:

I hope you love me so dearly and strongly,

and our love is sealed by pact.

One that is older than time itself,

and one that I don`t understand.

But this pact binds us true,

and makes me want to hold your hand.

In a little time soon,

I hope we will be together.

And not so long after that,

we`ll not leave forever.

But until I reachthat point,

my nights will be lonely and dark.

For without you to warm and comfortme,

my life is stuck in park.