Greetings earth persons....I have updated my page and I will
keep with tradition by posting a survey from myspace (where else)
and some new goodies. Also, I will be randomly posting some poems
to my blog (if I can figure out how to do that) for those of you
who don't mind staring at a computer screen on someone else's
behalf. Enjoy!
 Who is someone you'd like to
fix things with?
my sisters
What's one thing you've learned from a good relationship gone
bad?
Well, keep mental notes and know what you say and who you have said
it to, maintain your self while magically trying to maintain their
comfort level, realize that not everyone you come in contact with
or deal directly with think or function exactly like you do so
compensate with out avoiding or kissing ass and getting your spine
dismantled.
What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
had family over, got drunk uh yeah
Is there anyone you'd like to get closer with?
no, but things yes, books, seaweed,
Are you offended by dumb blonde jokes?
hell naw, half of the summer my retarded ass be blonde.
Who do you like to spend your nights with?
my fan unless I turn if off and I don't-ever shut up
Are you an emotional person?
Very and it sux a lot, certain tv shows I can't watch cuz all I do
is cry and this is also why I don't watch the news or follow
politics (what you got to say)
Are you self-conscious?
yeah, used to be because of my looks but now it's mostly about my
status in my age group or lack there of.
What's something that can always make you feel better?
Same here, I love music, I love music, I love music, I love music,
I love music
my kids, my parents.
I overdose on music, constantly trippin, constantly high
Why did your last crush end?
Nothing started, nothing of significance ....hmm, nothing has ended
either
Do you miss it?
uh, the question doesn't really apply cuz it's nothing-kinda like
the middle of nowhere....damnit! I need to do something about that
cuz thats just a lot of time that I will never retrieve-damn, guess
I have rolled myself a fat ass bullshit joint and been just a
blazin up for a long ass time now. I hate it when I discover yet
another avenue in which I suck....BLAST!
Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Impossible, I am so Sunday morning, I Hate conflict, I am a peace
keeper
Who do you feel most comfortable around?
My kids, parents, granny, the sibs, a few friends, vodka,
Favorite flavor of Vitamin Water?
Um my daughter likes that shit but I don't subscribe so I ain't be
got no answer fo ya
Something you're looking forward to?
Thursday night, poetry and The Last Few are performing at the old
Mixxers spot.
What are you not looking forward to?
Driving, orientation.
What are your plans for your next birthday?
Call my parents....
Do you even care about your birthday?
..no, not really
Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
of course, EVERYBODY generally loves me (read my profile)
who in their right mind wouldn't-some one in the wrong mind, right?
or left
Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
yes yes, and everyone has seen me cry
When is the next time you will make out with somebody?
I don't know, that doesn't really happen
Who's the second person on your missed calls list?
Hold on............................................one of my
sisters
What did your last text message you received on your mobile
say?
Morning
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
No I don't If a piano drops from the sky on your way to work due to
some unusual circumstances than thats all it is...some things just
happen
What color are the curtains in your room?
Limegreen-yay
If you could push one person off a mountain, who would it be?
No one you sadistic prick ;D
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing and what is it?
lil sister and its a tank top, I love tank tops
Is anything bothering you right now?
unfortunately yes
What's the weirdest thing you've ever heated up in the
microwave?
I don't think I have put anything weird in the microwave
Are you a cuddler?
Yes I'm izzz.. uhu uhu uhu
Does anything hurt on your body right now?
nope
Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
yep, but the like turned into resentment and bitterness and utter
disgust!
Have you ever seen a zebra?
yeah monkey
If you could go back and change something, would you?
nothing can't risk it ruining something or someone else's life
including my own, never know
What does your hair look like right now?
Jumbo Yaki Weave..haahaa
Has anyone disappointed you recently?
no
Will this weekend be a good one?
who knows
How did you get the idea for your display name?
Thats my name and that is exactly how it is spelled and you know
what else,
you pronounce it like carousel but without the ca
part....simple
Look to your right, what do you see?
my living room window with the book shelves in the
corner.
Have you ever done something to instigate trouble?
I don't think so or at least I hope not, I don't like conflict, les
I just wanna fight yo ass
Who do you miss right now?
THT
Was your last kiss a mistake?
I don't know, I don't know, um I don't know
When was the last time you cried ?
I don't know, I know I was ballin when I moved here and that was in
the beginning of February
Where is your father right now?
at home with mom, prolly bein crazy
What is bothering you right now?
at this very moment, numbing silence accompanied by unfiltered
thoughts
Have you ever taken a picture in a bathroom mirror?
dude, those are some the best shots so can I get a hell yeah
Do you use big words?
I do, I like to look up words and once I have looked them up I am
more likely to use them in a sentence but probably more so when I
write.
Does your head hurt right now?
no, does yo mama head hurt??
Wheres your ex right now?
he's probably in his apartment smoothing on some homemade
self-affirmation lubricant squinting into the future with
selfishness fresh in the mind tucking himself in with blankets of
haughtiness and holiness with pillowcases adorned with effort
restlessly demanding a better life
Have you ever injected a drug?
no sir, faint outta fear on that one...I'd be that one person who
finally gives into doin some bullshit drugs and die like a true
mark.
Do you want to be in a relationship?
Yes damnit, I have heard that word so much lately...jealous
Have any piercings or tattoos?
piercings, I too will be getting inked so me and my paper can be
one
Do you fight with your parents often?
nope, they can still run and I can't whoop them
Have you ever been in a car accident?
yes and I still owe for one of em and it was over ten years ago
The thing that was bothering you before, is it still bothering
you?
yes but only the back of mind is bothered not the front
Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with
them?
nope I don't hate humans
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine
Do you get good grades?
no
Is it hard to fall out of love?
It's not hard if once you've gone long passed "it's too late now"
and the relationship you are currently waking up dead to is not
love
What is your mood right now?
I'm in a cocktail mood so I can finish this damned poem and
continue to rock out to Foo Fighters
What is the last movie that you watched?
Wild Ebony Threesomes oh and I Am Legend but not all at the same uh
time yeah or the same place....geez
