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09March2007
Nothing has really changed much but my age so I had to update that but in July will have to add that 5. Well anyway I forgot to mention that I don't smoke and drink seldom, no and I do mean no drug use I believe in God I can also cook. Anything else just ask. Hello it is another year and we made it through I say we not that I am with someone just that if you are reading this that means you made it too, so I thank you for coming by please feel free to let me know that you were here either by making your mark or leaving me a note, my name is Sam I am 44 I don`t smoke and seldom drink I am somewhat on the quiet and timid side of things I do enjoy a good movie, I love to show affection in public, and in private, I am new to Chicagoland and in search of friends. Feb. 12, 2006 There is something about the outline of a woman, that sends the fire within stirring. When I look at your face I see the shape of your eyes, and I see in them that you know I am looking. Those soft lips of yours all I want to do is kiss them, suck on them, and nibble on them ever so softly. Oh how you make the desire in me come alive with just a look. Don`t you know woman God made you of me, of me were you made, a mans desire. With every breath you take I see the rise and fall of you perfect breast. Oh how I wish... August 12, 2006 SATISFIED It is gratefulness not sensitivity or super sensitivity; it is a gratefulness to know you made it through. My tears are sometimes tears of joy, tears of remembrance to know where I have came from, to know where I am, and to know where I am going. Love is what drives me each and every day diligently looking and searching for it, but it is has been like that elusive diamond that you know is there. My search has been long and hard, along the way I have ran into fools love, it is just like fools gold you think its real when you find it, it looks good, it feels good, but its not and you dont know it until you look deeper and find out that it is indeed not real. Love is like that sometimes, but the problems begin when we realize this fact. But by then you have focused ALL your energy, time, and emotion into it, it has caused you pain both physical, and emotional, you know the sleepless nights wondering where he or she is, the stomach ulcers from the worrying, the heart ache finding out the love is false. But now you have time invested there may be a child or several children involved; now it is not about the love anymore but about comfort, conveyance, and knowing what you have at home isnt working yet Scared to go out and find a piece of mind, Happiness. (I know I have been going on for a while but I just want to remind you that I am a man and we too have feelings and sometimes thoughts). Going on it is not fair; you see happiness is by far more important than love happiness is joy. You have in coming home to you significant other, that quality of time of togetherness after you put the kids to bed and I am not talking about sex, but spending time together finding out how each others day went or just watching a movie together, you enjoy being around each other, you look forward to going out and show each other off to the world. Now I am not saying everything is going to be like a rose but in fact it will be like that rose garden, it has weeds you have to pull from time to time, sometimes you have other flowers in there that you have to get rid of, you got to be careful of the thorns, but in the end through all the hard work you have a beautiful rose standing tall, and that one rose will give you joy. One finale thought or two God said that it is not good that man should be alone so he formed woman. Not from mans head to be above him, not from his feet to be beneath him, nor from his back to be behind him, but from his side-his rib the protector of his heart, and Gods word also says a man who findeth a wife findeth a good thing. So please I say please be still so I can find you Samuel Martin Will put up new picture soon.
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