Dreams are only real once you have achieved them. I tend to believe that my dreams are still unrealized but not too far out of reach. I think I am finally beginning to understand the importance of self worth and self love. This is a journey which I am willing to make and slowly the mountian gets easier to climb. I look back on the failed friendships and relationships and think about how much I contributed to thier demise. I give of myself freely and yet it is seen as a weakness, but through it all I feel like it is from a strength unseen but embedded in me that keeps me going. Transformation for me is the acceptance of change and with that my faults and my strengths. I refuse to continue to accept less than what I know is promised to me. I dont know why I ever accepted in the first place. I think my suffering has only begun and through that suffering I will become a who I know God would have me to be. Think before you speak as you cannot tke back your words, mean what you say dont just say things to appease others, give freely of yourself and the return is unending, Love others no matter what...Things change no matter what you do and you either change with them or get left behind in thier wake....
