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What's good bp how is evryone haven't been on for a while but I reconstruct my info so u kno who I am. My name is Thomas I was born and raise in north philly I would of graduated from william penn but I stop goin to school over something really silly. But I ended up moving to nj in 95 and got back on track with school and I got my first job at 16 for retail for 13 years and happy that I'm still doin what I need to do. I have two brothers and sisters. I have two god kids as well silly little kids. My personality is more of a laid back stay to myself type of person I stay away from drama and nonsense talk from trouble makers. my hobbies I like to do is draw workout play ball chill go out and just living life. My ideal type of day is to spend time with my family and be happy hanging with the family. I also had a second job for about 8 months doin somewhat the same but had a lot more work with it. I am a very independent and dependable person to kno if u need I have if u want I give sum ppl aren't giving as myself. I would of been in college for my arts but didn't work out but still draw and do sum art on the side. I have other talents just its hard to major in something when u learn new things in life u kno. My type of weather I like has to be cold and hot cause around the cold season I sleep longer and more peaceful and the heat more energize and ready to do some damage. So my years working retail I more responsible and lookin forward goin into the management program just have to look at my options makin change in my life. Ok I thing that covers some about myself now can talk bout the type of life I'm goin through now let's start off a few years ago my father was murder on new years eve into the new year of 1991 and it was sad that I have to read the paper that my father was gone so had my fathers funeral on my bday and really not good for a son to see his father in the ground. Secondly on how life is crazy I understand if u gotta go then god will call but how us as blk ppl killing each other over drugs and material things is mess up for ppl to live life real does that make any sense to ppl. Don't ppl realize that we are living in hell right now and we are suffering through different types of situations from no job debt not having a good job a lot of things. Its hard out there in life so ppl take the easy way out my doin drugs and killing ppl to get out of this hell hole but its not goin to make any differences how u go but go out the right and peaceful way. Third thing on life its so crazy and messed up well 2010 is here and I just had a bday that pass in january and what was mess up my mom couldn't celebrate it with me cause she was sick so she was in hospital on my bday. Then the end of jan my grandfather pass away so I'm like damn he was just makin good progress and he just had an heart surgery and when I seen my grandpa he was laughin and was just fine but after hearin bout his pass it was a shock to me so after that my mom came home she was doin somewhat ok but just something wasn't goin right and I didn't see it coming so the month of march my step father calls me and tells me to bring my brothers to the hospital and I'm thinkin what's the problem he just keep tellin me just bring my brothers so I brings my brothers to the hospital and my ppls and my mom friends was standing around sad and crying and my cousin and pop told me my mom wasn't doin to good and she wasn't goin to make it so in my mind just went blank now that's my heart earth and soul my mom was everythin to me and when they told us that the shock treatments not go to work cause when they stop the machine her heart beat slows down and drop levels so have to let my mother go that just hit home for me cause out of all my family members that pass my mom was the one that effected me a lot mom cause that's my big sister my mother aunt and preacher but I was just all screw up. But it really hit my brothers hard cause they never experience death like I have when I was young but losing ur mom is like losing ur job and home so I was strong for my brothers and do what a big brother has too do. So when all that was over another family member pass my grandmother so I been to three funerals in the same year just had a %#&@$!ed up year all my family just goin to a better place and they are at peace. Now ppl wonder why do I hold my feelings in well my answer for that is how can u express urself when a ppl can't or understand y u the way u are so I just do what I normally do is be to myself don't be around ppl like that but I just want to have real friends that has my back that's all I really need but my homies thoses my real nikkkkals right there so u kno who u are. So I hope when u read this I have some real friends hittin me up I'm on fack book myspace or u can hit me up on my yahoo at theproblem_98@yahoo.com or my gmail at kgrant2919@gmail.com and lookin for me on my facebook just look on my email at keithgrant@tmail.com and u will find me but that's my life and the crazy stuff I been goin through so I hope ppl would understand what life brings to all of us and I always tell ppl this cherish ur life and live ur life to the fullest and never take life for granted cause u don't never no when ur time is coming so enjoy life thank u and god bless to all my friends and my new friends that awaits

Sleep Mommy this poem is for my mom Wanda S. Tift u will be missed very much love u Sweet smile on your face as you sleep the pain away, Resting in God's arms now, although in the ground your body lay. He needed another angel in the Heavenly choir and that's why you had to go. As you promised, you are still with us watching your children here below. I never would have imagined the end would be like this, me comforting you. Holding your hand, telling you not to worry was not an easy thing for me to do. And even in your weakest hour you tried to comfort me too, Caressing my face, and calming my soul as only a mother can soothe. You have always been there through the thick and the thin No matter what I've done, unconditionally you love never wavering. When I told you of the mistakes I made and all the times people saw me fall You simply nodded and gently replied 'so have we all'. The key to success is learning from the past Ensuring a brighter future is now the present task. A pillar of strength even until the end Fighting all life's battles, knowing it's triumphantly you would win Pushing me to be the best that you know I can be Reminding me to keep the faith and allow God to lead me. Knowing it's through Christ that I can do all things And as He never makes a mistake I will come through victoriously. I miss you more than these words could ever say The pain in my heart is from one unimaginable day After I cried all that I could; my eyes still shed countless more tears And when I try to sleep, I have nightmares of ten-thousand fears I walk in footsteps on an unsure path My load feels so heavy I am not sure I will last. Silly though I may be I am afraid of life now that you're gone Because I've always had a mother. And Mommy, what about my sister and baby brother. I wish you could have stayed just a little while longer, there's so much left to do I wonder if I prayed hard enough and if so, did they get through. Finding relief in knowing I will see you again someday soon Remembering all you taught me as my soul I continue to groom I will walk in footsteps you have walked before me Seeing the path you walked lead you, Mommy, straight into victory. So as you sleep Mommy, in the cradle of the Lord, I am reassured of God's promises in His Holy Word. I dream of the day when Heaven's gates open to receive me And with your smiling face and loving eyes, reunited once again I will be. Source: Sleep Mommy, Mother Death Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.c om/death/poetry.asp?poem=658#i xzz0kjr1aW2K

Capricorn (December 22 - January 19) Saturday, Apr 10, 2010 You should have quite an active imagination at the moment, and you really ought to try to use your creative skills to help you out right now. You also ought to be quite talkative and engaging today, and your capacity to connect with other people should work in your favor and could really help to increase your effectiveness at this time. Read more Your mind should be your best ticket to success right now. But your intuition should probably be quite strong as well, so try to pay attention to it. Your ability to understand others could help to draw some important people and opportunities your way at this time. WHATS UP BP ITS BEEN A WHILE I BEEN ON HERE JUS WANT TO LET YALL KNOW ITS BEEN A CRAZY COUPLE OF WEEKS BUT IM ALL GOOD NOW. BUT I LL LET U GET TO KNO ME FOR WHO I REALLY AM MY

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