I had just recently updated my profile from 3 yrs. ago. About a week of being back on BP, I received a crush. I read it and viewed his page. He was ok looking to me, but I wasn't interested in persuing any serious relationships. I was waiting for my divorce to be final, but I didn't want to be involved again. Well, we started chatting online. He wanted to call and hear my voice, but I hesitated. Finally, I gave in and when we talked, his voice was too soft. For a couple of weeks, I blew him off. I didn't return his calls or answer his chat requests. Finally, on Labor Day, we began chatting and I finally decided to meet. I go walking in the park everyday, so I told him if he wanted to meet, he had to come to the park. I didn't think anything would come of the meeting, so I wasn't "dressed for success" so to speak. I was walking and as I got closer to where I saw he was standing, my heart dropped. He was beautiful! I was so embarrassed not be dressed more appropriately for our first meeting. All I could think was that I blew it. When we came face-to-face, he kept his arms folded infront of him. My hair was up in a barrett. I did manage to let it hang freely. He talked for about 30 minutes. It got too dark for me to walk back home alone. He offered to take me home, so I agreed. When we said good-bye, I just knew I wasn't going to hear from him again. The next night, we chatted online. I confessed I wanted to hug him, but he offered that we could have shared a kiss. For me, it was love at first sight. We decided to meet the following night. When we did, we shared our first kiss and I haven't stopped kissing him since. This handsome man is wonderful. He fills me with everything I am missing from my life. He is kind, warm, cuddly, and very sweet! We spend many days together getting to know one another. It has been two months now, but it seems like an eternity. We get along very well and if feels like we are definitely in sync! He did express to me how he felt. I am truly happy to have been able to meet him on Black Planet. The funny thing, he lives right down the street from me and if it wasnt for BP, I don't think we would have ever met. I would love to spend the rest of my life loving this man and now I have the chance to try. Thanks again BP!!