I had been praying for some time for a mate who accepts me for me. This was the last place I expected to meet somebody but I had been on bp for 6 years and one particular night, I decided to give it anothe try and go in another room besides the bbw room, and went in the 30's room. So I did and that night changed my life forever. I came in contact with somebody from MS, and he was close to me. And that conversation was the best I ever had. I had to leave, and I said if it is meant, we will find each other again. Tthe next time he thought i was playing games when I told him I wanted to talk on the phone, he finally gave in, we talked and decided to go out on a date. Then we went on a blind date a week later, not knowing what to expect. I was really scared to death. But I met him at Subway, and then drove to my house to leave my car. When I rolled my window down to say hello, I literally screamed when I saw him. This was my dream guy, everything I prayed for. I knew he was the one. We had a wonderful time and I could be me and not have to pretend. When you meet the one that loves you unconditionally, that is real love. And he has shown me he really loves me. Recently, we celebrated our first Thanksgiving and it was a night to remember, now coming up is our first Christmas together. I just thank God because when you wait, He will send His best, and I had the best for me. We plan to either marry next year or 2008. Don't ever think that you can't find love here, because you can.