deepinurmind Thanking the Lord in advance for my true Queen he's gonna send me. As for me and my House, we shall serve the Lord. - October 13, 2010 add/view comments (0)

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In life as we journey through this earth, Just what is our true purpose in life. We might at times ask, of some things not really knowing for sure if we`re meant 2 go though the things we experience. But 1 thing that`s certain; we all do exist. To have the WILL & DESIRE 2 do more than exist; To FULLY & FREELY live, is what`s given to all. We have crossed paths, along this journey, by no mistakes. Let me do say, the PLEASURE is mine. DEEP in UR HEART, That`s where the truth dwell, and it`s within this, where we reveal our true nature. So open up ur HEARTS & MINDS and give of that in which was given to U. U will truly begin 2C. What we see in the mirror is merely a reflection<>noitcelfer, of something beautiful created from the very things in which we have DEEP inside. C ur self 4 U. Don`t B afraid to live. We will learn to overcome the indifferences around us, when we FIRST overcome the indifferences within. THEN WE CAN TRULY LIVE. FREE . FREE UR MIND AND THE HEART WILL FOLLOW....... Much Love 2 u all>>>>>>> ;>>>DEEPINURMIND  This is a great time of year to have all the things you desire to manifest itself in the way of growth in our lives. We have come so far to this point to turn back now and allow the sands of time to erase that in which we press foward to, so open up and allow the true love of life to come forth. It's in this manner will we begin to truly see the difference that one could make. Love is powerful and good. Love will not make you turn tail and run. I embrace the fullness of love and the passion in which it brings to our lives enrichening it with the joy and salvation in which forth it yeilds. From now until, I will continue to believe in love and the value in which I hold in it causing me to be unyeilding in my expectations for its return. For by it was I created and within it I'm sustained. My heart goes out to those of you who long for it and desire it with such a DEEP passion, and may LOVE motivate you continually to believe that one day it shall come to manifest itself in your lives in such a powerful way and the strength of it will be reflected from the fruits in which it produce in your life by the evidence of the reality in we now exist in. In my struggle with the undying faith in which I have that the Lord has place us all, though being different but yet one in the same , all abiding in Love and Grace that can only come from above. I use to think that there was not yet one woman to be found, who's LOVE and the strenght of it will embrace me and hold me in it and draw out the same, could ever be and that such a woman only existed in the back of my mind,  yet looking foward to see in the distance if she was, is, or really do exist, seemed such a myth to me. Why is it that when a woman who desire a real man and real not in the figurative sense of the matter but literally; comes to be; where does the Love go. Who wants a man, thats just a man cause he was born a man, in which that cannot be changed cause he wants to show he's a man; forgets the true responsibility of a man and what that means to a woman who's true. My God given responsibility as a man is great and its not a small matter to be taken lightly. One in which hold the true promise of eternal life and the prosperity and promises in which the delicate fabric of this life is held in. I'm nothing more that a mere rag, a speck of dust, one who is not fit for the most precious of precious and holy of holy. But the Lord looked down on me and had mercy on me, lifted me up from that which I came and showed me the true sense of a woman. Why would in his words it would state that " A man that findeth a wife findeth a good thing and obtaineth favor of the Lord " and with it there is no hurt, regrets nor any of the things which causes our hearts and minds to stumble and fall. A true man can give up of himself and never feel at a loss, for it is the Lord who holds me and keeps me and guides me in this life and the endless love in which the Lord has for me will never fade away. So why is it that when I love a woman with a love thats real and true and will not take away from her but give. I always end up longing for the true PASSION and love and desires that come form being loved by a true woman. Women Do you have what it takes in your heart to love and not just for the feelings of it,  for in our feeling we sometimes decieve ourselves in to thinking that we have a love that real and true, when all we have is merely a fantasy of endless emotions carrying us adrift on the sea of our humanality. Do you posses the traits of a woman who love is strong and true, Do you have the patience it takes to see clear in this life to make it to the next where there will be no more hurt and sorrow, do you have the reserve to stand when there is no one else left to stand or if no one stood with you. Then you are one in a million, only to be desired and long for by those men that are true. And to hold out and wait for such a man that's TRUE, is truly a blessing within itself, just as I wait and long for a love that's real and true. A true woman who loves her husband will never speak words to tear him down or to hurt or to destroy, she will love him and care for him and be there for him, uplifting him, praying with and for him, longing for him, desiring him, and he also in the same for her. But it's the willingness to go beyond the normal, to go futher than what is asked or expected, to do that which in the heart was not thought of of even asked for, Now thas real and true. HOW DOES ONE GET AND HAVE THE SUCH? If you know this the by all means tell me I must have the wrong formula or just not following the script right or something. Well until the next time May this year be a year of true changes in which all that the heart longs for and desire come to BE. DEEP    WELCOME!!! I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS JOURNEY INTO THE DEPTHS OF MY MIND:EVERY SONG TELLS OF THIS LIFE'S PATH I HAVE VENTURED AND SHOULD HOPE TO COME TOO.

This life has truly brought a great joy in the love ones and friends it has given me. I do must say that I truly adore you all. I take nothing for granted and I give my all in all in return, for even in my giving, I have yet to be depleted of the love I have to give, which is endless. To harden your heart is to begin the journey down the path of lost loves, disappointments and heartaches which continue to hold open the door of hurt. My heart lies open, my arms ready to embrace and my hands ready to give. My joy in this life comes from the love I give. My hurt comes from the things I dislike the most that I continue to hold on to. We all at one time or another try to love in spite of the lack of love we recieve and to no avail hurt shows it face. I'm only thankful for being able to look in the mirror and see the love within me reminding me that it was not I that I was staring at when hurt comes and reveals its true self. With a love so strong one could only teach hurt that there is a way beyond itself and that we're only a small part of it and the biggest of it is LOVE which has no end. For love did not begin with us, we were born into it. I see the true beauty of all, first to look within each and pull it to the surface. I truly hope that one day in this life as we travel along the way that LoVe continue to hold, keep, and guide me........................... DEEP OUT. ****   Ladies I'm not here to trick, decieve, nor play with your minds & hearts. Yes! I have been married twice to be in fact. But they have both been devastating as I dont believe in divorce. I can accept the fact of reality and realized that they never really loved me truly in the beginning. I was Blinded by the fact that I believe in true love and what I thought I had was just that. But the test of time as always, showed me that only God's word will last and if you have a relationship or marriage that has the word as a foundation, it will be the only way it will truly stand the test of time. Even though they have both ended doesn't mean that it was the end of me. It doesn't mean it's the end of my life and I will not ever find love or love again. It only meant that I had chose to follow what I thought was real and it wasn't of god and didnt last. So I patiently wait as I seek my True Queen in which the Lord will bless me with and I know we both will share a true love and stand on the truth of God's word and live a life of Love, Happiness, and share with the world a true meaning of what it is to BE BLESSED as we will Be a blessing to one another from the Lord. So if you think I will be mislead of your hopes and promises of having a real love with me and you think you can play with my heart then keep on moving, I already know it will not last. But if you are strong enough to stand the test of time and you are not afraid to stand in this life with me then, TAKE MY HAND AND WE SHALL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER IN THIS LIFE AND WHEN THE LORD RETURN. HE PROMISED THAT IN HIS WORD AND I BELIEVE HIS WORD JUST AS HE SPOKE IT WHEN I FOUND YOU I FOUND WHAT HE ALWAYS HAD FOR ME AND I KNOW IT'S REAL . So until then my Queen I humbley wait!!!!!:)****