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Black/African American
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Pisces

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All I wanted was the truth.

To know truth

To understand truth

To speak Truth

All I heard was silence

it struck at my ears

it stabbed at my brain

and it destroyed my soul

The moments past in to days

weeks into years

People stopped wondering

if I would speak

And still they spoke

and still I,

mouth frozen,

never spoke.

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Nature hates a vacuum

When there is a hole nature fills it.

When your man is not attentive, believe it, the next will fill that hole. *No pun intended*
When you quit smoking, you may fill the void with gum, candy, or some other item.

No, nature does not like empty space and it will find a way to fill it.

Just be careful that you don't allow the weeds to fill in a place where flowers once grew.

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The rain won't last forever

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Could it be the world's gone colder?
Baby, I'm a losing soul
The more I try it just gets harder
And my pain is getting old
Somebody said that nothing lasts forever
Just the storm so I've been told
But it seems that when it rains it pours

And you know the rain won't last forever
And you know the storm won't always flow
But if the sun don't shine forever
... (continue reading)

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Sept 21st

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When I think of tomorrow.

I think of his sleepy smile as he curls his body around mine's and realizes that I am here.

I think of his deep inhale as he pulls me closer trying to pull me through him.

I think of his morning growl, so caressing and deep that I have to see those eyes, those chocolate brown eyes.

His hand on my belly

Our intermingled scent

Sticky thighs and aching muscles

my hand on his hip

When I think of last... (continue reading)

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Hello, Nice to meet you!

THAT IS NOT ME IN THE VIDEO

Sheesh, it is just a sexy vid I saw and wanted to share.

Come on in and relax for a spell.

Live your life in such a way that when you roll out of bed and your right foot hits the floor, the Devil looks up and says "Oh, Shyt she is awake"!

Let me start out by saying I make no apologies for who I am

I am perfectly, flawed, for the right man *ahem*

I cherish him as if he were air and my body cannot survive without him.

I am discovering the joy of just being.

I am not looking for anyone to be my guide, but, I am willing to share the path.

Friends are a blessing and thank you for holding my hand during trying times. Thank you for laughing hard along with me and for reading to me when my eyes just don't see it.

What other people think of you is none of your business.

Kinda sets you free don't it.

Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.

See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.

Psalms 29:23-34

I will not pretend to be who I am not.

I wish I could claim perfection,

no hangups, no drama, no BS.

Well, you know what.

It's not me!

Okay, I am bouncy. I love being bouncy, I love being carefree, I like not giving a damn. I love laughing, playing and enjoying even when the world is pissing on me!

Yeah, I will be serious one day and you can all stand around at my funeral and talk about what I did, that day, and laugh at the memory.

A smart man once said to me, "I won't leave flowers at your grave, I want you to have them now".

You only live once, take advantage of every moment.

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Love does not conquer all. my judgement, past issues and insecurities can lay waste to any dream.

Is it wrong to show mercy and understanding?

Is it okay to minister to the one you love to help her/him to grow?

Should we not be able to love with the heart Jesus has shown us? Forgiveness and understanding?

I am trying to, I really am.

Great peace have they who love your law, and nothing can make them stumble.

~My Friends this is what you can expect~

1. When you are sad -- I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Mountain Dew.

2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.

3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in.

4. When you are scared -- I will grab your hand and tell you to run. You know I can't fight.

5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining.

6. When you are confused -- I will use little words.

7. When you are sick -- stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever the heck you have.

8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy %#&@$!.

9. This is my oath.... I pledge it to the end. Why, you may ask? Because you are my friend.

Yes, that is my baby brother in the favorites area. And, yes, ladies, he is single.

*blinks*

my eyes all proud and big sisterly.

I know he is going to just love reading this.

Oh Did I mention he is a State Trooper?

A little about my friends

Foxylocs - always there when I need sound advice or a kick in the azz. She supports me and has my back when I am in need and or weak. She does not let me use bs excuses for mistakes. She forces me to look at the things I attempt to sweep under the rug. She loves me the way a sister should love you.
A tateofperfection - the other side of my mind, she voices my thoughts and opinions and helps me to reaffirm, me.
LadyDance, My visual twin and a woman that inspires me through her strength and deeds.
Chrissyboo! Always there when you need her, her ability to reach out to any and everyone never ceases to amaze me.
Lilafroqueen, inspires me and gives me faith in the future.
JGirl, grabs me just when I am unfocused and out there. A thought in my direction at the right time has caused me to sit down and thank God that she and people like her exist.
Matrix very driven and ambitious. I am constanlty impressed by her thoughts and her ability to follow through with something even when she is unsure of the outcome.
BrnPanther, inspires me that age is sometimes just a number. Her wisdom is beyond her years.

My Male Friends

Have all said something to me that stopped me in my tracks and a thank you came to my lips. I am happy to say every one of them has changed my thoughts, beliefs or life in some way.

I have great friends!

Walks off singing, don't you wish your friends were hot like mine?

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matrixone05

Female, 50, Spring, TX

Posted November 14, 2011

Hey Deev...Miss you girl!

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matrixone05

Female, 50, Spring, TX

Posted November 11, 2010

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