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On the outside looking in.

Wishing I was a part of but I'm not.

Having a taste, a sip, a drink but the cup is not mine.

Visiting places I should never see, never go.

Stealing pieces of time, away.

Time that's not mine.

Wishing for and wanting what I can't possibly have.

Why?

Can't I have my own?

When will my time come to shine?

Shine in the depths of the heart of another?

Another that isn't spoken for, no strings... (continue reading)

When? You ask, when? How do you know when enough is enough? The only person that can answer that question is you. The trials and tribulations that you have gone through continue. You fight them. You ignore them but, they don't go anywhere. So, just how is it that you decide that enough is enough? Yes, I said decide because, it is up to you. You get fed up but, have you reached your breaking point? You have to say enough is enough. Don't wait for a major meltdown that could get real ugly.... (continue reading)

Doing it on my own. Feeling kind of slow. Confused about life. How does this work? Life passing me by? Don't really know. How do you struggle and not see the benefits of your hard work? Hunger to achieve. Must have taken appetite supressant. Listen to music but no time to dance. Can I get some help over here? I am too busy helping others. Being there for everybody but, who's there for me? Support others but where is my support, my backbone? Did I eat today? Surrounded by a crowd yet so, so... (continue reading)