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God give me strength <o:p>

Give me the strength to respect those that don’t do me, <o:p>

The energy to provide everything my children need, <o:p>

The will to go on when things become their worst,<o:p>

Sometimes I wonder is this real,

unable to know the truth of how you feel,

keeping me guessing with secret confessions that keep teaching me lessons,

yet your telling me blessings,

then I’m left with questions.<o:p>

Who is she? oh I thought that was a friend, <o:p>

Over and over again, it doesn’t... (continue reading)

I’m loving myself to the fullest even through all your lies,

you can %#&@$! who you want, no longer will you see me cry,

you have an illness that I despise. No more excuses and no more tires.

Too many guys try to lie between my thighs for me to deny the things I see before my eyes. <o:p>

So continue ya face book secrets, as for that dick you can keep it, no longer... (continue reading)

You don’t love me, I see it now. You don’t even have to explain, I understand, and perhaps it’s my fault, my fault for being to selfish not to put up with YOUR past. That’s why I feel I need a fresh start, of something REAL. When I told you I could not be hurt again, I MEANT IT, and right now I feel PAIN, serious PAIN that I can not explain, PAIN I’ve never felt before, but I should of known this was bound to happen. Due to the fact that your not mature enough... (continue reading)

Felling stuck..in a world I don't wanna live in;

stuck, with a man I cant seem to commit with,

Stuck, in habits I'm not proud of;

Stuck, at a job I cant seem to shove,

Stuck, in a house that retains me to go;

stuck, in a neighborhood I wish i didn't know,

stuck, knowing things I wish I never learned;

Stuck, watching others fly, but I keep getting burned,

Stuck, with friends that really don't like me;

stuck... (continue reading)

Why would you say that to me as I left? Have I not given you enough?

I guess it wasn't enough for your leaching %#&@$!. I can't believe you would say those words to me and worst off be come as violent as you did. I understand you hate your father; I gather that, however that gives you no reason to be the bastard you were.

I see the type of man you are now, the typical Caribbean controller, yet non provider. You didn't have a pot to piss in and still don't. I... (continue reading)