Hi BP.
 Lets cut to the chase. I am not looking for anything
in particular. Just meeting new people. A little bit about myself.
I play pool, I enjoy reading, writing looooooooooooooong walks etc.
(Why do I sound like a personal ad?) No seriously. lol I don't
really know what to say. I do love a great conversation. I write
poetry (see below), songs, etc. I have been doing music for a while
now and I love it. I am a kid at heart, I love to have fun. Its
life and you gotta laugh. : ) on another note, I have goals and
objectives that I am ACTIVELY persuing. I just don't understand how
people mistake focus for being selfish, self absorbed ect. If I
don't get it, im not going to beg someone else to do it for me. If
I get it myself, no one can take it away! Thats just me. Im a Leo.
Im to the point. Â&nbs p; lol ANYWAY My real name
is ----------------------- but you won't believe me anyway lol
Take care
TRUTH BE TOLD
Truth be told
@ 2:10am
I sat at my computer and wrote these words
No quotes from notes
Not disperse from a verse
Just thoughts in my head wrote before the birds chirp
Truth be told
I could care less for a companion
Though I crave understanding
Maybe occasional
Holding hands and.....
What am I bugging?
I don't need that $hit
Truth be told
I would enjoy the warmth of your lips
Pressed tight against mine
While you grip the small of my spine
Engaging me in a rapture
That blows my mind
Truth be told
its just word play
But how would my words play?
If they had to depict what you are doing to me
Would they quote how I quivered
Each kiss you delivered
If words quaked
How I shivered
Whats the rate on the richter?
You figure numerics
While I search for coherance
Truth be told
Im poetic
Please don't be sprung
Theyre just lyrics
Written by Ellamental @ 2:10am
My frozen fruit bar
We agreed that the decision that was to be made was the best situation at the time because it just was not the right thing to do. I made appointment after appointment to fix this little problem because we are not ready nah we just arent ready. First time, we woke up too late, second time we left too late and would have had a longer wait and the third time I was feeling a little queezy, a bit uneasy so I ate a frozen fruit bar, not a huge meal, just a frozen fruit bar. When we finally got to the office they said that I couldn't do it because I had eaten but I could do the local anesthetic, PLEASE DONT MAKE ME DO THAT. Let me take the coward approach, PUT ME TO SLEEP, but they couldnt because I might vomit and choke. DAMN so many medical miracles and not one to knock me out without me throwing up if I eat even a tiny frozen fruit bar beforehand. So I finished the appointment and asked to see the picture. OH MY GOD! That is the most beautiful frozen fruit bar I have ever seen. I didnt know that fruit bars turn into aliens in your womb but thats what I saw, the most lovely alien ever. No, I am not doing it. That day I promised that my alien could come out when he or she was ready to do so and no one, not even YOU could make him/her come out early. I walked out to open arms so supportive of what he just knew that I had done, he kissed me on my forehead and before we crossed the street I told him that I hadn't done it. I have never seen a man ( I use the term VERY losely) snatch his hand away more quickly in my life. Take the wrist band off, why do you have it on? What do you mean you didn't do it? When are we coming back? WE'RE NOT!
Now my frozen fruit bar is swimming laps in there and I could not be happier. On the 29th I fell and was rushed to the hospital. Everything was fine Thank God and I saw a clearer picture of my frozen fruit bar. My frozen fruit bar is a girl : ) Her dad is not there but his family is and more importantly I am. She's got thick thighs just like her momma. She is my first and to be honest, everything is not the way I envisioned it but somehow it is perfect, because God gave her to me. I don't know why I wrote this, maybe it was to help myself clear my thoughts or maybe it was to help someone else who might be going through a simialar situation, whatever it is, I love my frozen fruit bar.
